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DEMOS (Dialogovaya Edinaya Mobilnaya Operatsionnaya Sistema: Russian: Диалоговая Единая Мобильная Операционная Система, ДЕМОС, lit. 'Interactive Unified Portable Operating System') is a Unix-like operating system developed in the Soviet Union. It is derived from Berkeley Software Distribution (BSD) Unix.

It's development was initiated in the Kurchatov Institute of Atomic Energy in Moscow in 1982, and development continued in cooperation from other institutes, and commercialized by DEMOS Co-operative which employed most key contributors to DEMOS and to its earlier alternative, MNOS (a clone of Version 6 Unix). MNOS and DEMOS version 1.x were gradually merged from 1986 until 1990, leaving the joint OS, DEMOS version 2.x, with support for different Cyrillic script character encoding (charsets) (KOI-8 and U-code, used in DEMOS 1 and MNOS, respectively).

Initially it was developed for SM-4 (a PDP-11/40 clone) and SM-1600. Later it was ported to Elektronika-1082, BESM, ES EVM, clones of VAX-11 (SM-1700), and several other platforms, including PC/XT, Elektronika-85 (a clone of DEC Professional), and several Motorola 68020-based microcomputers.

The development of DEMOS effectively ceased in 1991, when the second project of the DEMOS team, RELCOM, took priority.

An archive of the DEMOS source code can found here: https://github.com/bpr97050/DEMOS There's some interesting comments and mailing list archives in that repository as well. :)


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[–] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 15 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) (9 children)

I am thoroughly skirtpilled. screm-pretty

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[–] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 15 points 2 weeks ago (9 children)

Had to stop watching a trashy Netflix dating show because one of the challenges was naming countries on a map and I cannot withstand that level of ignorance and cringe on that topic. niko-toxic

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[–] RION@hexbear.net 15 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Started HRT yesterday and all I feel is anxiety

When do I get to the revived emotional spectrum and sense that something broken has been fixed

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[–] Thallo@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

Didn't think hexbear's subconscious psychological reaction to the rising tide of fascism in the US to be catposting

There are worse ways to act out~

[–] Thallo@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (14 children)

TRANS GIRL EYE TEST

Hello, could you please look at the chart on the wall?

Yes, just read that word out loud for me, please

the chart

[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Girldick, I mean girldick. Sorry I mean girldick. GIRLDICK

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[–] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Just saved my wife's life with my puppy nose doggirl-smart

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[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

dubois-finger-guns very much a finger guns in mirror day. Brushed my teeth, washed my face, shaved and a dab of aftershave also noticing face more angular with my weight loss. Probably gonna do a light work out, eat then head out for the day dubois-dance

[–] Josephine_Spiro@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Have slowly come to realize I like the puppygirl thing more as an identity than like a kink thing

smutLike in puppyplay smut or shit (maybe this is isn't an ideal way to explain it) I'm never interested in doing anything of the shit happening. Maybe part of that is prob being ace but acting like a dog isn't for ms
What it feels like is my gender is just Girl with Dog Characteristics. Also if body mods are ever a thing within my lifetime I would want dog ears and a tail

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[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Watched some british dating show called dinner date, what I learned british women have low standards for men and cooking. Well to be fair none of the couples really worked out and they had some odd people on there like this woman who had never eaten a vegetable in her life visible-disgust every time something was green on her plate.

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[–] GenderIsOpSec@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Playing some Crusader Kings 3, currently participating in a tourney and my steward gave me her glove as a favour immediately followed by starting a romance scheme against me by winning a duel in the castle courtyard hyperflush shy

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[–] pooh@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (11 children)

So if we had a patron deity for trans people, who would it be? My vote would be for Inanna/Ishtar, but I’m curious as to what you all think.

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[–] callovthevoid@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

dont know why i havent before but i went to my first concert in girlmode the other day catgirl-happy

[–] ScreamoBMO@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (7 children)
[–] buh@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (5 children)

almost got a post in the last one but it got LOCKED, this is the future tankies want angery

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[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (4 children)

i have GOT to engage in more zany antics

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[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago

Playing tabletop games is fun went from playing he/hims to she/they then he/they to my last character she/her before the campaigned was put on hold. Getting to play a character and exploring stuff real fun though I do somewhat worry if I'm playing to any stereotypes or not. Overall my characters have been boneheaded regardless of pronouns but that's just my style big-cool

[–] JohnBrownsBussy2@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

I was dragging my feet, fretting about insurance and starting HRT before visiting my parents this Christmas, but I decided that it's time to schedule an appointment for an HRT consult. It's on the 18th!

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[–] QueerCommie@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) (6 children)

I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED!I have ADHD, primarily inattentive (obviously some hyperactive traits but not enough). I am on the Autism spectrum with “level one support needs.” I feel bad for saying this, but I am in the 98th percentile in regard to the “intelligence quotient” (imperfect working memory). Anxiety and depression were not bad enough at the time of the test to qualify as a disorder.

I should be trying some “legal speed” at some point.

No new knowledge but it’s nice to have someone with a fancy label agree with me and prevent imposter syndrome.

snom

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[–] Dessa@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (6 children)

Wish I could fully enjoy the schadenfreude, but I fear Trump will make it a priority to lit hormone access in his first 100 days

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[–] iridaniotter@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

I'm a bit worried I'll never feel at home with a name ever again doggirl-gloom

But I'll wait a couple weeks before fully dooming.

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[–] Eco@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)
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[–] Yor@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)
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[–] yewler@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

All I can think about right now is estrogen and how much I want it in me. I was supposed to be on my way to getting scheduled for an HRT consultation, which they said would probably be in January, but it's been several weeks and I haven't heard anything from them. I don't even have an appointment scheduled.

Now with recent events considered, I'm questioning whether or not I should just do DIY. The issue is I'm scared of messing something up and much prefer having a doctor help me out.

I want the emotional range so bad

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[–] magic_smoke@links.hackliberty.org 13 points 3 weeks ago (6 children)
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[–] Octagonprime@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

I went to the thrift store and picked out a couple skirts and a cute sweater, the changing room was closed so I tried on a skirt in the McDonald's bathroom and it fit. I don't know how I had the courage to do this because Ive barely worn women's clothing on my own let alone in public but I just kept it on as I took the bus home. I was giddy laughing to myself because I looked in the mirror and actually liked how I looked. I have some thinking to do

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)

This daylight savings kinda sweet, got more time to sleep and per chance to dream sleepi

[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 14 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

it fucked with me all morning. "There's no way that I got just 6 hours of sleep tonight. I'm way more well rested than that!"

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[–] JohnBrownsBussy2@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I got to the makeup store, was able to get help with color matching and get some decent products. I definitely got up-sold, but I do not care.

aubrey-happy

Now I just need to practice so I can get some decent, femme-looking passport photos done.

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[–] rtstragedy@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

A Post In Which I Am Reflecting On My Life And The Struggles Therein, But In A Positive And Uplifting Way Since I Am Past That Now (CW vague mentions of difficult relationships, and a time in my life where I was struggling)I've been thinking about my 20s. How I went from relationship to relationship, and how each one of them was a unique mess. I was so scared of being alone that I couldn't be single. I did monogamy at first, t4t a couple of times, then polyamory with mostly cis people, all kinds of people. Today, I regret every single relationship I was in up until the point in my life where I got so fucked up about a guy (who was totally gonna leave his other girlfriend, he promised) that it kinda just broke me and sent me into like a year-long depression.

That time by myself, and breaking up with him, were the best decisions I ever made. I had to stay with a friend for a while as my life was falling apart, luckily he only charged me $300 rent and I was on EI after getting fired from my job at the time for not performing (I was mega fucked up emotionally by all of this relationship stuff), so I was able to survive, still trashed my credit though.

After that year, I moved to a new city, took a new job, and intentionally stayed single. I singlemaxxed. I rented a nice little apartment 15 minutes from downtown and yes it was noisy and no there was no bedroom window and yes I survived off of ready made grocery store food, but I was happy. I worked and then came home and played video games. I was confident, I was able to be out and about and around people, to take care of myself no problem. I didn't get up to much but that was okay, great even. I remember the first night in this brand new apartment, none of my stuff was there yet and so I basically slept on the carpeted floor. I was playing some silly game on a rented gaming VM (the only time I ever Cloud Gamed!) because my PC was still at the old place.

I didn't even really have any friends when I moved to this town, actually, either. No one I was really close to - it turns out it was okay there too. Nowadays I've been in kind of a rut where I am not feeling like myself, and I just have to wonder "what changed?" The office is a ghost town now (not that I ever go into it) and most of my work conversations are now well, about work. Most of the unserious people that I liked are now gone from the company and there's no opportunities to get to know anyone, really.

In the beginning, I was writing thousands of lines of code a week, productionizing a whole bunch of POC code, was solely responsible for a huge complicated system, eventually started helping with planning stuff etc. My colleagues told me to "write less code" oops. I was doing great, everything was working out for me and it didn't really feel like a struggle, somehow everything was in balance for me and my life was great, despite most of my social things just being work stuff. This was the FIRST TIME in my entire fucking life where I really felt like people were happy with my work, and where I was able to show up on time and leave on time and stay focused etc.

Eventually I started befriending people at work, we'd play games over lunch, it was lively and wonderful. I was so social, you wouldn't believe! Even though I clearly still had some rough edges people were decent to me ... I felt safe and like people genuinely enjoyed my company, which was such a good feeling. I started to arrange game nights and the group was large, and it was great. I nailed the social stuff.

I met my now partner 2 weeks into the job, but we really only started dating a year later after becoming friends, playing music together, etc., when one day it just kinda hit me that I liked him, like the feeling just came out of nowhere. And we started hanging out more seriously.

The rest is history, but I am in a reflective mood today and am thinking about relationships and quadrants and my needs from people and wondering if I'm really as incompetent as I think I am at any of this? I think that I should maybe be a little proud of myself. Knowing I was going to be okay on my own grew me up so much and I think that it built a confidence in me that I should rely on more often. I feel like, if I focus on that feeling, I can finally have those difficult conversations where I advocate for myself and put all of my relationships at risk, because I know that even if I end up alone over it, that I'll be okay and that there's peace in being alone - its a much better feeling than being in relationships that I'm not happy with.

Things are quiet here (well not literally right now someone is banging on our roof and is telling us we need to get the whole thing replaced soon which isn't much of a surprise BUT STILL) and I have lots to keep me occupied, lots of silly things like Homestuck, or music, or the Factorio expansion, or maybe I could get back into tactical games... and I have a huge list of books to read as well. So, I'm not sure why I got so hung up on loneliness for a while this year... maybe it was that work conversations and work stress made me more lonely (I was able to halve my meetings and I feel like a human again, I bet this was a big part of it), maybe it was that I wanted more enthusiasm from the people around me for my interests, maybe I needed more novelty in my life, hm. Who knows.

[–] LocalOaf@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago

I've posted before about my "stuff I just think is neat" or "neat thing I find" windowsill but I got a cute lil' sugarskull pot with some kinda succulent and transferred a hen & chick from the garden into a big baseball-crank mug that sucks to actually drink out of and I think it's cute

(the little 👻 for the skull is a ring that was a decoration for a spoopy Halloween cupcake)

[–] Thallo@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago (6 children)

Feeling more comfortable in my skin than possibly ever.

I like my new name, and it's become a natural part of me very quickly.

My preferred clothes ("women's" clothing), which previously I had to work up a lot of emotions to put on, are just a matter of course now. I wear them without even really thinking about it.

I'm less concerned with words like man/woman/enby or pronouns. Just focusing on my own experience. More confident and comfortable with my sexuality.

4 months of laser hair removal is paying off. I have a lot of sessions in front of me, but the results are real and noticeable. I'm happy every time I see it in the mirror. I don't break down crying after I can't get a close shave anymore. If I have a little stubble, it's okay. It'll be gone soon enough.

Voice training continues to be an obstacle. I find it very emotionally draining, but I'm trying. I've done more consistent training in the last few weeks than ever before. It's not where it needs to be, but it's good. Eventually, it will become second nature like the clothes.

All together, thoughts of transition are less fear-based and more colored with calm excitement and confidence.

It feels good, people. I'm really embodying the love/loves atm

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[–] naom3@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Chat, if a guy gives you a kiss is that a sign he likes you?

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[–] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 13 points 3 weeks ago (8 children)
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[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

I'd get into the salty spitoon easy arm-Lblob-no-thoughtsarm-R I just don't fw places that have health code violations. You could find me at super weenie hut jr's instead big-cool

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[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

Started new meds today lets fucking go! Been going up and down all day, probably will continue to do so as i acclimate to them. Restless... But doing fine all in all :medicated:

[–] rainn@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago

hey all I have made an easily shareable link for Tracha, hoping it can be easily spread and we can get more trans people in

https://rentry.co/tracha

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