I think I want to have a fem voice when I'm talking but keep my baritone singing voice

(cat reading newspaper)

I should get better at baking

Gave cookies to the x-ray ppl and orthopedic place that helped me with the broken hand and they were all so kind and appreciative

Wish I was a good baker instead of just adequate but I thought the cookies turned out well all things considered

Dysphoria-pilled bedrottingcore... or something like that

No one has commented on my piercings at work. I think I could walk in there wearing a dress and people would be too polite to say anything to my face. I'm glad that I'm not getting aby mean comments, but the complete silence on the changes so far has kind of been annoying.

Next week: nails in public.

Also, consultation with the medspa for hair removal went well. Going to be a lot cheaper than the cosmetic surgery place. I also got a quote from Milan and I am creeped out by how persistent they are with the sales. It's way too expensive and I don't want to commit to a lifetime package.

We still ended up fucking for 3 hours but I wanted it so bad Now that we have the strap I'm more motivated to watch my diet and drink a metric ton of water, though. :::

At like 4 AM a few nights ago, sleepless, I frantically penned down an apparently brand new idea for a gender-neutral pronoun in Esperanto, despite not being a proficient Esperantist. It's like this:

• geu estas neduuma esperantisto (they are a nonbinary Esperantist)
• mi ŝatas geun. (I like them)
• ĉu vi vidis gees katon? (have you seen their cat?)

To quickly explain the idea: Esperanto has a prefix that (unofficially) forms gender-neutral words, and a suffix that (mostly unproductively) forms pronouns, so I figured that the most obvious way to create a gender-neutral pronoun in Esperanto would just be to smash these two affixes together: ge- + -u = geu. Simple as that.

To me this seemed like such an obvious idea in hindsight, that when I looked into it the next morning, I was genuinely surprised to find that apparently no-one else had ever come up with this idea before me: all the other neopronouns coined in Esperanto thus far apparently just smash the gendered pronouns together, or take the gendered pronouns and replace the first letter randomly. This approach comes with its own advantages and disadvantages, but in any case my proposal isn't really trying to "compete" with these other neopronouns, any more than they competes with xe, you know?

Edit: A neat little coincidence is that Korean has a gender-neutral pronoun commonly romanized as geu. Maybe that was a subconscious influence!

In completely unrelated news, did you all know that Margaret McDonald (any/all) is non-binary? I don't know when xe came out as non-binary, but xe's an English-language anime dub VA who I have heard in a lot of different things over the years. I was just watching the movie Tamako Love Story with my mom, in which McDonald plays the titular Tamako Kitashirakawa: I couldn't remember the VA's name, so I looked it up, and that's how I found out that thon was non-binary. Among many other credits, ae also plays Miho Nishizumi in Girls & Panzer — which was frankly the only name I could pull out of my butt, I literally said, "Tamako sounds like whoever it was who did Miho" — and McDonald also voiced Rikka Takanashi in the ever-goated Love, Chunibyo & Other Delusions, and he also played Sachi Momoi in Maria Holic, which interestingly enough is an anime dub that just straight up drops the T slur at one point.

So yeah, nonbinary pog.

Also, e's pan.

can't spell "sonic the hedgehog" without "he hedgehog"

people who headcanon him as transfem owned

ran out of prog for almost 2 weeks and got back on, how long are these intensified mood swings gonna last it's exhausting i went through the same thing when i hopped on initially and it lasted for a good few weeks but ultimately settled down and i decided the drug was worth it. but if I'm in for another month of this cause i took 10 days off I'm gonna be pissed.

oh my gods i did not expect Detransion, Baby to be so unabashedly horny and raw. I read content warnings beforehand but I wasn't expecting this

Gonna have to remember to ask my therapist if I was able to adequately tonally convey pissed the fuck off while maintaining femme voice

We will always have Friday Rice

does anyone know what kind of office-appropriate clothes i should buy? work's starting to enforce RTO so i want to look good when i'm arrested for arson

Well, the trans support group I was hoping to start attending isn't having a virtual meeting tonight since the subject is first aid (which makes sense for in person demonstrations), but because I still have the sniffles (and it's an hour drive), so I will have to wait until next week.

Dreamt I was having the intake for bottom surgery ;-;