Ah but your fifth.. your fifth will be the worst of them all.

All of your podcasts will be bad. Don't start a podcast.

I just aired episode #252 and someone drove to my place to throw eggs at me. How do I know if I should stop?

Hello, Wimp Lo.

Yeah see, you forgot about the fingerprints on the shell casings. Real beginner mistake.

I suggest starting your SovCit arc in the courtroom.

Should've made your podcast more interesting. The authorities have no patience for that.

Solid advice for sex as well.

You're going to have to keep trying

Don't worry, your hundredth will be great

I think a lot of creative types don't get over that, but I know some start by doing it for themselves and then it's just a bonus if anyone else likes it.

Thats kept me from blogging really. It seems...conceited ?

But I've reframed it in my head and blog about things just so I remember them or post recipes so they are easier to find and pull up. My site is like my "scratch notes". If someone else finds it helpful, cool. Its more for me to have a place where I can go look up things I did with my homelab or send a link to my wife so she can make the beef stew we like.

I know it's way easier said than done. But as someone who has just finally after 30+ years started to shut those voices up by focusing on something I wanted, not what I thought someone else would enjoy. And it's helped me keep those voices at bay. It's hard not to care and not to want the thing you make to be successful and for other people to like it. I may still never publish something. But the time I spend thinking about that world and those stories is a happy and fun place to be, simply because I like it there and not because I think anyone else will. I hope that made any amount of sense.

If you keep talking, I can't stop listening, but I can always stop reading. That's why I sit in silence at work, but online, I have an opinion for a ton of stuff. Including on what you just prompted me to say.

I write for the pleasure of me. If I manage to make even a bit of sense while doing so, even better.

I've found out how awkward I come across too late most of the time. Not willing to put myself out there often.

Hello world?

The greatest podcast has yet to be.

It will never occur if no new voices tried their first podcast.

I still want to hear more about my niches. How to elicit kind responses from others. How to more effectively teach others. How to communicate. I want to hear from disparate sources in different styles. I want to hear people who are skilled at creating a natural environment to put their guests at ease. I want to hear passionate people. I want to hear voices that haven't been heard yet, and will transform the current podcast into something better.

The internet was not impressive overnight. It became impressive after many voices added themselves to the mix. We really don't need more websites... except that one that doesn't exist yet.

It takes more experience to understand why. Just keep at it. In a year you'll look back at your previous work and cringe with how bad it was, but you'll understand exactly what makes it bad, and with determination and self-education, you won't be making those mistakes anymore.

I guess try to figure out what exactly gives you that feeling, and ask people you trust to give criticism and input

I have this problem a lot, and most of the people I ask either say "it looks great" or "it looks terrible" so it's hard, but you get there eventually.