I saw I Saw The TV Glow Sunday finally.

should i drive over to saudi arabia and see if i can meet any trans ppl there

i can't really "procrastinate" translating a manhua, since it's my own prerogative, but my brain sure makes me feel like i am.

translated an old special/side story chapter that somehow wasn't translated by the previous group instead of translating the one i'm "supposed to". it also turned out to be longer than the main story chapters so yay

did you ever paint your nails? i like painted nails but I'm also extremely lazy and low rizz so am low key vicariousin thru ya

@mendiCAN@hexbear.net I've negative rizz but also yes I did @bolshevikLovelace@hexbear.net also forgot to show off last week was busy with my epa thing (got my universal). I originally picked this because it said gel like shine and it was black with sparkles but the sparkle ain't there it's just black which looks cool but I was promised sparkles

ride or die? guess I'll die then 🤷‍♀️

You can play secret rings and black knight on dolphin with a controller and while I have beaten both with my wii mote before the controller method is good too. Secret rings is the one recommended most for this method, black knight is alright and if anything I prefer it that way since swinging the wii mote like a sword will always be sick.

Part of me really wants to enjoy black knight more but with it being the end of the series I just keep putting off the 100% of it more and more since I don't wanna be done with it

hot? yeah i guess it was a little toasty overnight now i've had to crack out my second blanket, its the middle of winter! This is southern hemisphere erasure!

im doing okay, someone in the vague 'activist scene' in my city is kinda making my life hell atm, theyre not well, but neither am i. So i'm fading out of existence. For how much people all talk about 'community', i'm yet to have many people check in with me.

Theyre going to be living in a worldwithoutlawyers.jpg now i'm gone. no one else is going to tell them to reexamine their preconceptions, theres going to be unexamined racist shit going down, i tell you what.

i kept being told 'well remember what you were like when you were young!', and i kept thinking, yeah damn, they should all be doing drugs instead of crowing themselves godking of the 'movement'.

this has all really destroyed my confidence i'm actually too anxious to even check replies here atm, for a while i couldnt even comment because i felt like everyone was so mad at me lol.

The 'scene' is good for them, but has been a disaster for my mental health. so i'm dropping everything so i can rekindle my energy and re engage myself with my union organising.

i dunno this feels like too much, maybe im too much. I'm getting echoes of an ex telling me 'i'm not availible to do emotional labour for you'. haha hehe hoho yes

if people are treating you like shit, you should leave, its not easy, but its for the best

I'm going to try to touch grass, exercise and read some books.

I had influenza b for two weeks and got so sick. All I did was lurk the internet and it's been really bad for mental health.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! That is all.

Addendum:

::: spoiler beanposting i finally was able to get myself to try falafel and it was as delicious as i imagined took me 10 years of wanting to but i did it!

Dreamt I was watching the new donkey kong movie, it was so I watched it twice. After that some beautiful woman wanted to sleep with me but I told her to kick rocks because my bed was for me and my plushies

Almost 1.25 years into HRT and past my 20's and got told that I'm getting taller by my mom yesterday. TBF, I kinda suspected this would happen because I used to always slouch and now I don't nearly as much.

I had been wondering if someone I knew in middle school/high school is trans and finally found out he is from another friend when I accidentally deadnamed him and I got corrected. I might have come out to that friend after that?

I should stop coming out to people in ambiguous ways. My sister sorta complained after I had that conversation with my friend that she found out from our half-sister that I was trans even though I came out to both of them at the same time (by saying I don't run on T and nothing else) and my sister apparently just didn't realize it but my half-sister was able to figure out I was an NB and then make a joke based on that the following day. She also complained I hadn't told her my pronouns yet - we hadn't talked about me being trans even though she found out back in December.

Didn't feel like washing my hair today so just spent idk how long brushing it, it poofs up real bad and comes out like a lion's mane. It is significantly long but normally when it curls it seems way shorter, if I were to iron it it looked gorgeous I bet but don't wanna damage it

Being the funny one of the group is a curse, people expect so much more out of you going forward it's like carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders.

What dating sites don't want you to know is you can just make a tulpa, ever since I meet my gf I've never been happier

Is trans boob size accurate to genetics? Like if your relatives all have big booba do you also get big booba, like statistically?

I hate how horrible thinking about hrt makes me feel. I told someone I'd try to get it ordered by the end of the week, here we are. I don't know who's name I should put on it. Have more research to do. Every time I start thinking about it I start spiraling so I keep trying not to and then I obviously never actually get it done. Fml.