Hohsia

I’ve shat on my local organizing group enough on here but I feel like I’m pretty safe to keep continuing to do so. They want to use GroupMe for communication and signal for “on the ground, confidential communication at protests.” I’m sort of the only one pushing back but I’m not a leader, so I have no power whatsoever. Sounds absolutely disastrous

Unfortunately I probably sound very paranoid to most in this group because lot of people do this to make themselves feel better (which you can’t really argue against).

But yeah there is nothing that resembles an organized left in 2025 and I’m starting to feel like there will never be. I’m afraid what I’m describing is happening all over the country, and how could it not be? A lot of people in my (duct-taped) org are holding out for the democrats’ hard shift left. It’s just depressing at this point

Wow who could’ve guessed that when you repeat the same monotonous task for 40 hours a week for shareholders/output things lose meaning.

I guess sometimes it just feels comfortable? At the same time though, it’s a bit ugly. I’m not sure how else to say it haha when you get stuck in that headspace, everything else sounds “off.”

This might not be relatable but thought I’d check( recently discovered I am probably on the spectrum somewhere and this might be a trait).

Nope, no Nazis on that platform whatsoever nuh uh. Totally normal like to comment ratio!

Godamn no matter what search engine you use, every fucking result is SEO garbage that pushes an AI-generated blog post to the top

At this point, wouldn’t it make sense to scrape the results of a search, feed the results into the wayback machine and filter results before 2021 or something?

Idk just seems like a nice little tool to have for people who still do a lot of searching online for work

Is this just the communist spirit in me? The hyper individualist culture of the US shining through? Who knows, but it sure makes watching/enjoying shit nearly impossible! Fucking inescapable, be it sports, entertainment, academics, the rhetoric never changes or even fucking bends toward giving more than a single person the slightest bit of credit

I don’t fucking know, Perhaps this is a sign to

And then I realize there is nothing anyone can do (the exact reason adventurism is so stupid). The people who brag about their “bullshitting” abilities are just able to climb the career ladder with no trouble whatsoever.

Why couldn’t the widespread California forest files engulf a data center or two? I’m just praying everyday for a fucking massive solar flare because cosmic justice seems to be the only thing left when western leftism is essentially a fairytale at this point.

Idk. I truly just want to keep unpacking and unpacking this shit because I’m torn between becoming a Luddite realist (maybe it’s not tech but humans AND tech that are the problem) or blaming it on capitalism. The lines blur so fucking easily.

One final thing I will say is that black mirror was such a fucking disappoint and the matrix is prescient. I plug in to a computer that is running all aspects of our world for chrissakes. The only difference is that “unplugging” doesn’t do much but lead you to impoverished wages 🥴

Obligatory death to the west

Wild times ahead

I’ve asked myself how the capitalists have had moderate success forcing people (whose only job is to press buttons on a computer) back into an office. But I guess social control is all it takes