Moss

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[–] Moss@hexbear.net 13 points 1 week ago

cw depressionSomething about depression is that I never actually know what appropriate sadness is. Like if I randomly get sad during the day I don't know if that's the same as people who aren't depressed or if that's just the symptoms rearing their head again

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 5 points 1 week ago (1 children)

When I start it, I feel like it will take a certain amount of time, and I feel like I'm not able to commit that amount of time to a task. Even when it's less than five minutes, I feel like I'll get frustrated doing only one task and then have to leave before I can finish. So a mental block I guess

It's so strange because when I'm working I love having one straightforward task, but when it comes to things I have to do for myself it's so much harder

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago (11 children)

Approaching tasks is so stupidly hard. I can start cleaning the kitchen but then not finish it, even if it would only take me a minute to put something away and a few more to empty the dishwasher. I can take some clothes off of the line, but not all of them. Executive dysfunction is just stupid

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Does anyone have recommendations for jobs that don't require customer interactions? I used to work as a kitchen porter and I liked that, but then I got moved to the bar and I hate that. Being a bartender is exhausting and people are so entitled and rude.

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 5 points 1 week ago

Okay but Deltarune is better than cleaning

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago

I usually make too much salad but then think "this is just salad, it won't keep me full long enough" so I eat it all and then can't move

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 10 points 1 week ago

Another Kris Deltarune sketch. I'm thinking the style that I'm starting to develop would work a lot better on a drawing tablet than with pen and paper

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 19 points 1 week ago (2 children)

there are two types of nier automata fanart:

the most beautiful, solemn, thoughtful art ever painted

okay 2b's ass isn't THAT big

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Decided to draw Kris Deltarune instead of doomscrolling tonight. I do not really understand shading still

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 14 points 1 week ago

Eating the evil vegetable soup at work (evil because it tastes bad. Usually it's better than this)

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 37 points 1 week ago

We know that already, which is why we need to get to damage mitigation ASAP, and the only way to mitigate the damage of capitalism is communism

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 6 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

In the autumn I go for walks down the fields where there's a load of blackberry bushes. I pick them and my dog picks the ones on the low branches with her mouth and eats them. She's a weird dog but she likes the blackberries

 
 

I work in a small bar. Nobody at all has come in yet. It is absolutely lashing it down. I can hear the rain pounding on the roof and the occasional clap of thunder.

comfy I am inside and warm and this is easily the best day of work ever. I love storms so much

 

I visited Valencia a couple months ago and this park is so beautiful. The entire thing is built into a dried-out riverbed, so the trees have the space to grow up to and above street level.

Valencia is a beautiful city in general, so much greenery, but this park in particular stood out to me as a great integration of urbanism and nature.

 

I'm posting in c/movies but including tv shows, anime, comics, manga, etc.

Personally I think the final war rig sequence in Mad Max: Fury Road is the most impressive live-action fight I've ever seen. The practical effects and choreographing are incredible and the fight keeps moving along by having the stakes raised and characters dying, it doesn't meander.

In animation it's harder to say. Attack on Titan had a lot of really well animated action (it used be so good, goddammit). The battle in Shiganshina in season 3 is the best, the narrative weight is so strong, the characters all have really good moments, the stakes are really high and the production is incredible, animation, soundtrack, sound design, voice acting etc.

Mob Psycho has the most consistently incredible animation of anything I've ever seen, I think the group fight against the teleporting psychic in season 2 is my personal favourite, even if it's not the flashiest, it's really well directed and just such a cool fight, even though it's not that long.

The ChainsawMan manga has a lot of good fights, the Falling Devil arc is like my favourite arc of anything ever, but that's mainly because of the characters. The art is stunning, Fujimoto at his absolute peak, but the action is pretty straightforward. I mainly love it because it's Asa at her best as a character, and Asa is my favourite character of anything ever.

Wow it was way easier for me to choose a live action sequence than animated. Honestly there's so much lazy action in superhero slop that Mad Max stands out so, so much.

 

It feels like such a weight off of my back to have a real, solid report, from a medical professional, telling me that I have ADHD. I had a standard neurodivergent burnout experience, where I was good in primary school but in secondary school as a teenager, found that I was not achieving my potential. I always felt like I should have been doing better than I was. But it was so hard for me to bring my attention to things I didn't care about. Grades and attendance started slipping and I made sloppy mistakes.

Things only got worse once I moved out for college. Now I had no one to remind to empty bins and clean my room, to provide a consistent schedule like my parents had. I was procrastinating on assignments, even ones I wanted to do, until the last possible second - I remember turning in an assignment literally less than 10 seconds before the deadline. Sitting down and writing an essay was a Herculean task in my head, and instead of addressing it, I would avoid it. I would lie on my bed or go to the gym or talk with my friends, because it physically felt like I couldn't start a new task. And the more important they were, the less I wanted to do them. I told myself that I was just bad at being an adult, I lacked discipline and was facing the consequences of my laziness. But I was never able to change anything about it.

Now I know, for sure, why I'm like this, and how to change. I also know that I'm just lazy, my brain just kinda sucks and is not built for the kind of work that I have to do. I know that I can get treatment and that there are other people like me. Its such a relief.

 

Of course, they can't say "war criminal Donald Trump" because that would then invite people to call Biden a war criminal too

 

You know he crashes the site dprk-soldier

 

Like from what I understand you're not allowed to touch the workers because then it becomes prostitution. So like. A bunch of boys just get together and sit down to watch some girls dancing naked? And they just kinda grin at each other and say "hey isn't it awesome when there's boobs?"

You can't jerk off so they just go to get boners with their buddies? You can do that at home. You can just watch porn with the fellas or have a circlejerk.

I've never understood why it's seen as a straight masculine thing to go to a place where the only thing you can do is get horny with other men.

 

The conversation in question:

"Hi, you must be Neslon! I can't believe you're finally here! I'm Bloom, your future teammate in the Resistance, by the way. I figured out we could spend some time together to check if we have a compatible vibe. You know, to build our dynamic duo. How does that sound to you?"

lmao love to build a dynamic duo in the "resistance" by just hanging out.

Why did Ubisoft think this was so good that they had to share it

 

This is what Fujimoto was doing before chainsaw man. I dunno what the fuck he was cooking. This manga has a lot to say about gender and I don't hink I understand any of it

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