I’m back! It’s been a while since I’ve been on this site because I’ve found myself under some financial trouble and I’ve been stressed BUT I wanted to take this opportunity to talk about something I love dearly: dihedral groups!
Consider the symmetries of a square:
We can see that there are 4 reflections and 3 rotations, as well as the act of doing nothing at all. Together, we have 8 total symmetries, and in fact, these are all of the possible symmetries. What this means is that if we do one of these symmetric moves and then do another one, we will have not changed the square, and therefore doing these two moves is the same as doing just one of the 8 symmetries on its own. For example, doing a 90 degree rotation followed by a 180 degree rotation is the same as doing a 270 degree rotation. Also, doing a 90 degree rotation followed by a reflection across the vertical axis is the same as doing a reflection across a diagonal axis.
So in other words, we can define a function that takes two symmetries of a square as input and which outputs another symmetry. Since standard multiplication is a function taking two numbers and outputting another number, it makes sense to borrow the notation of multiplication for this function. Our symmetry function satisfies a few useful properties:
- Closure: As explained above, for any two symmetries, the function will spit out another symmetry
- Identity: There is a symmetry (namely, the “do nothing” symmetry) such that when it is input into the function with another symmetry, the function will always simply output the other symmetry
- Associativity: For any symmetries a, b, and c, (ab)c = a(bc)
- Inverses: For every symmetry, there is a symmetry that undoes it. For example, rotating a square by 270 degrees undoes rotating it by 90 degrees, and doing a reflection a second time after doing it once undoes the first reflection
These 4 properties are so important that any set of objects with a function defined on it that satisfies all of these properties has a special name: they’re called groups and they’re really freaking awesome. The symmetries of a square as a group is called D~8~, since there are 8 total symmetries. Sometimes you might see it called D~4~, since squares have 4 sides, but I think this convention is a bit silly. In the same way, D~6~ is the symmetries of an equilateral triangle, D~10~ is the symmetries of a regular pentagon, and so forth. In general, D~2n~ is the symmetries of a regular n-gon.
Now, one interesting thing is that groups can contain each other. For example, consider an octagon. Since there are squares hidden within the points of octagons, if we pick a square we can see that all of the symmetries of that square are present in the symmetries of of the octagon, so it is possible to throw out all of the other symmetries. What we would be left with is just the symmetries of a square. What this means is that D~8~ is contained in D~16~. You can play similar games to show that there are lots of groups contained inside the dihedral groups.
The last thing I want to talk about regarding these things are their subgroup lattices. Oftentimes mathematicians want to picture the internal structure of a group. One of the ways they might do this is by writing down all of the subgroups of a group they’re studying onto a piece of paper, and then connecting any two with a line if one of them is a subgroup of the other that doesn’t have a subgroup between them. The resulting picture is called a subgroup lattice, and I’ve left some dihedral group lattices below because I think they’re pretty.
two cute dihedral subgroup lattices holding hands and cuddling
Anyway this has been gushposting with your host, yewler. Maybe next mega I might talk about more specific details that make these things cool.
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bad family shit, grief, mental health, sobriety/relapse, dysphoria, venting/rambling idk
My dad diedWe never really had a good relationship and it kept getting worse due to his alcoholism which eventually led to his death
I don't know how to feel
I always thought it'd be a relief when he passed since he kept getting worse and worse and his health and quality of life and cogency kept plummeting and I kept getting more resentful of how much his decline and addiction put strain on me and my mom (only child) to take care of him even as he made everything as miserable and difficult and tedious as possible but I really don't think I feel anything and it's really odd
My overall mental health is a lot better than it has been at low points before, I've had depressive episodes where I could hardly get out of bed and isolated for years and now I'm healthier and have some close friends again for the first time in years but I feel really... off? Uncanny? I don't know what to call it. Depersonalizing? I feel like I'm not really here?
I'm a recovering alcoholic and have been mostly sober this year but slipped up twice and feel bad about both of the relapses but only one was bad
Feel physically really gross
Just too big, too awkward, always swimming upstream trying to not become a fucking sasquatch due to shit genes and always feeling stubbly and gross
I felt like my skin is made of sandpaper
Idk I guess a silver lining is since I tried to stop drinking I started doing weed a lot more and I've been enjoying music a lot more again which is nice
spoiler
Sounds like regular ol griefMy step mom was a bigot. She wasn't cool about lgbt. As an aside, of the hundreds of romance novels she left a good chunk were WLW lol.
I felt bad for my siblings and worse when I found out how my dad took it - he wasn't cool at all, didn't become a better parent, and the abuse got worse.
I've felt like dancing on her grave and the only thing that stopped me was impropiety.
Anyway, what you're feeling is grief. Grief is weird and complicated. It might take you a while to feel sad or anything but depersonalization. That's okay. Even if you had a, euphemistically, complicated relationship- he was still your dad and all that means for your growing brain when it was younger. You might feel better or sadder later. It's all okay.
Thanks
grief?
I thought I'd feel some kind of relieved and I just don't. I still have shitty dreams where some kinda ordeal with taking care of him happens and I still keep noticing shit where how much I had to mask around him becomes apparent and I feel weird catching myself thinking of it. I kept trying to focus on what I'm feeling as a way to work through it but the best I've got so far is "dully bitter" I guess? Disappointed?