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I had a dream about getting to the top of the list of bottom surgery and going to the clini to get it on!! I was mostly excited - although they did keep asking me to do weirder tasks also
sex
I was bummed I hadn't made a copy of my current fock for after, but I didn't let that be a concern.
The tasks were like, nursing skill/knowledge quizzes but at some point the testing people left without a word and apparently I "passed" the final test by finding them
Real sleeping in a capsule hotel and the fucker next to me is too zonked out to hear his alarm hours. On the bright side, after staying up for like 30 hours yesterday and being forced awake at 5am I might have a somewhat normal sleep schedule for the rest of the trip?
Anyone have shopping recs in Osaka for someone that is still very boymode but wants to look for cute things? I'm also like a foot taller than most Japanese women and there's no way there will be any shoes that fit my giant feet. A yukata would be nice, tho...
in my feelings
Re-watched I saw the tv glow 2 weeks ago with my girlfriend and it fucking destroyed me the second time around. Really took me by surprise because I didn't even tear up the first watch.
Same week I started sobbing from the pain during my laser session, like I was a total mess. I absolutely could not stop it from happening and It's not something that ever happened to me pre transition.
Today I connected just a little too hard with a song and started crying on my drive home.
E has turned me into a crybaby and I fucking love it. I love crying. Why? No clue, maybe it's because it's a sign that my emotions are actually available to me now.
Ya girl also started stimulants last week and today I doubled my dosage from 5mg to 10mg and I feel so so so emotionally energized.
2024 Pt.2 is looking up for me.
Watched the People's Joker on tankietube. Glad it was uploaded there, since I couldn't find a torrent elsewhere.
Gave it 3/5 stars on Letterbox. I enjoyed it overall. Vera Drew herself is transition goals.
drugs but uh more relevant this time
so i'm AuDHD, but historically speaking, amphetamines have had a p drastic effect on me. like, i'd actually be wanting to leave the house & loved just talking w/ ppl about anything & everything, all through the night. i'd be getting chores done like it's nothing. now tho? i'd rather stay. quietly in bed & use my newfound focus to shove things into my brain. it's balancing my emotions & in fact, making it easier for me to rest in the clutches of insomnia.
there's been quite a lot going on over the last year or so & i often can't be sure what's what, but i gotta wonder, does anyone feel like hrt has changed the way they react to certain chemicals?
Me earlier today while I was jumping and singing along to music while taking a shower:
Me after browsing social media for 2 minutes:
autism, agoraphobia, whining about trying to be social and normal and it not going well
Cool relative is in town and wanted to go out and do stuff with me
Went out to dinner which I never do and everything was disappointing
Went to the batting cage, rolled my ankle and jammed my thumb
Went to a cat cafΓ© and you have to book appointments in advance to actually go in and play with the kitties so I just got a cute mug for my mom
Went to a barcade and it was really loud and overwhelming and the non alcoholic IPA was underwhelming and a little flat
Had a really bad headache and had to drive home in the dark and LED headlights made it worse
I think I'm just allergic to outside and fun
Shit like this makes me aware that I'm probably way more spectrum-y than I usually think
Every attempt to Make Myself Have Fun feels magnetically repulsed by me and just leaves me exhausted and sad about how bad I am at interacting with the outside world
I feel like I need a week in bed in low lights and recording booth sound panels on my walls now
I'm just not cut out for this shit
meant to post about this last week but I'm delighted with my dye job. I'm naturally a dirty blonde/light brunette depending on the season, with some slight red undertones (stealing valor there tbh, sadly didn't fully inherit that from my mother). I went for like a super deep cherry red, and I'm absolutely loving the result. my hair is easily my favourite physical feature so I'm preening over it even more than usual. washed and conditioned tonight and my curls look great. I was also pleased that I got it done right in time for [personal special occasion] last week where I got to hang out with some of my buds and felt I looked great, even put a full face on which ive also been getting more confident with! I've been pretty freaking depressed lately but I thought I'd push myself to make a positive post hehe. love all my trans comrades!
So excited to do a couple of spooky roleplaying with people!
https://hexbear.net/post/3667072
Already have a couple Tuesdays lined up for some Delta Green / SCP-style scares with mostly trans hexbears
I have so many razor bumps on my body
walked around and existed in public, used words with strangers, and got boba at the end. pretty good friday night
T levels are still looking so low i think i'm just going to quit taking spiro, even after lowering by E dose by 25%
I just discovered that the hippie skirts I've been buying can also be used as a dress. They even have a little neck strap thing that I can tie into a cute bow. This is life changing information.
I want something sweet, but I donβt want to go to the store to get it.
whining
Having the first dysphoria day in months. Trying my best to pull myself out of the hole. Washed and styled my ratty hair. Tried on 2 outfits, hated them, found a third. Even if I'm miserable, I will be queer in public. I will spite the cis.
So anyway, when I was a guy, my wife used to describe me with a lot of different adjectives ranging strong to sexy and everything in between. Things related to my personality or values.
Since starting transition, she only describes me as some form of pretty (I know I'm lucky to have someone to describe me as pretty, but I'm emotional and whining rn). I brought up that it was kind of fucked up months ago because, while I enjoy being pretty and beautiful, it's not the ONLY thing I am as a fem. I know she doesn't always want to be described in those terms either. She didn't really take it seriously.
This morning, when I finally got my outfit settled, she said I looked like "the smartest woman in the room" and I legit got dewy eyed (that's where I am emotionally today). So I brought up my issue again, and I think it will stick this time.
I think it's good advice generally to open up the narrow confines of "cute" and "pretty" when trying to achieve femininity. Would recommend.
Is wanting to be a girl who wants to be a guy a gender? (Sorry if this is poorly worded.)
But also I want to be super fucking girly and frilly.
Gender hurts sometimes xp
The physical sensation of my thighs touching each other after a fresh shave is S tier
if i was a lion i would probably detransition because male lions got that sick mane and lionesses don't
I changed to rectal prog and I've been getting pretty insane nightmares. Last night I had this nightmare where I had bugs crawling out of me and I had to shave my head :( anyone else have really vivid dreqms on prog?
why can i not just permanently turn off youtube's ambient mode
i literally never want it on because it looks like shit
those red bears who love to do nothing more than wipe their own ass on TV are doing a lot more to confuse today's kids than any trans people, i tell you hwat
there's a bug in the thing I'm doing at work that I've been procrastinating on for months, but now that it's been publicly released, I can't reproduce it, and none of the end users have complained about it