butching the fuck out tn. my solovair leather boots arrived, drank some beers and put together an ikea shelving unit for my gfs with my drill. affirming as shit

Today I gave the birds some fresh corn. The pigeons were skeptical and afraid. The sparrows loved the corn, taking single kernels and flying off with them.

I think about how happy so many people were as I was figuring myself out, this must be such a disappointment. :::

damn, maybe my complexion is more summer than autumnal. I'm rocking these warm, bright colors today

trying to come up with funnier ways to describe my own gender, and i think the best I've managed thus far is:

Bigender, but I'm only male ironically

Decided to draw Kris Deltarune instead of doomscrolling tonight. I do not really understand shading still

Am I crazy or is allergy season getting longer every year holy crap I want to call in sick and I'm on antihistamines

learned something new today

hot? yeah i guess it was a little toasty overnight now i've had to crack out my second blanket, its the middle of winter! This is southern hemisphere erasure!

im doing okay, someone in the vague 'activist scene' in my city is kinda making my life hell atm, theyre not well, but neither am i. So i'm fading out of existence. For how much people all talk about 'community', i'm yet to have many people check in with me.

Theyre going to be living in a worldwithoutlawyers.jpg now i'm gone. no one else is going to tell them to reexamine their preconceptions, theres going to be unexamined racist shit going down, i tell you what.

i kept being told 'well remember what you were like when you were young!', and i kept thinking, yeah damn, they should all be doing drugs instead of crowing themselves godking of the 'movement'.

this has all really destroyed my confidence i'm actually too anxious to even check replies here atm, for a while i couldnt even comment because i felt like everyone was so mad at me lol.

The 'scene' is good for them, but has been a disaster for my mental health. so i'm dropping everything so i can rekindle my energy and re engage myself with my union organising.

i dunno this feels like too much, maybe im too much. I'm getting echoes of an ex telling me 'i'm not availible to do emotional labour for you'. haha hehe hoho yes

if people are treating you like shit, you should leave, its not easy, but its for the best

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! That is all.

Addendum:

did you ever paint your nails? i like painted nails but I'm also extremely lazy and low rizz so am low key vicariousin thru ya

@mendiCAN@hexbear.net I've negative rizz but also yes I did @bolshevikLovelace@hexbear.net also forgot to show off last week was busy with my epa thing (got my universal). I originally picked this because it said gel like shine and it was black with sparkles but the sparkle ain't there it's just black which looks cool but I was promised sparkles

You can play secret rings and black knight on dolphin with a controller and while I have beaten both with my wii mote before the controller method is good too. Secret rings is the one recommended most for this method, black knight is alright and if anything I prefer it that way since swinging the wii mote like a sword will always be sick.

Part of me really wants to enjoy black knight more but with it being the end of the series I just keep putting off the 100% of it more and more since I don't wanna be done with it

ride or die? guess I'll die then 🤷‍♀️

Ever since I started my training been noticing hvac things more often, playing yakuza and I see a mini split unit in the Earth Angel bar the air handler does look to be higher than 8 feet up but still pretty cool.