i'm harvesting a great crop of jelly beans today
it's my birthday this week and you have to post a lot okay? :^)
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Nothing to do to make this not scary. I can't do it. I haven't been able to so far. It's too much for me to handle. I can't do it.spoiler
tfw literally all happiness/hope/any good vibe has just been forcefully sucked out of you and also you didn't die in your sleep and now you're more miserable then before and literally none of the things you could do to distract are interesting or worth engaging in and also there's basically no hope of anything good happening either in your personal life or in the world and everything still sucks and I still wish I was dead and its probably just going to be a really long and awful nightspoiler
we can attest that transitioning (and especially starting hrt) is what gave us the strength to keep going and take care of ourselves even a little bitwe wouldnt be here right now without hrt, it helps a lot
you can do this *hugs*
Thank you :meow-hug: I appreciate it. Hope it does and I can get over my fear.