clothing dysphoria (envy?) discussion (if that makes sense)
I probably over spoiler but
Its really weird how I can feel... I don't know if its dysphoria or gender envy but I really want to wear girl shorts instead of guy shorts. Its 6 inches of fabric brain, why is that such a big deal? Like really wanting to wear a skirt makes sense because there's nothing like it in normal guy clothing, but shorts? Really? That's what I feel a deep longing in my heart to change?
Also how weird is that? Its not part of my body but... I don't know. It feels a lot like how I want to shave my legs, yaknow? But that's part of me. I guess they're both gender presentation things. I don't know where I'm going with this or if I'm making sense so I'll just cut it off here.