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The ETR 600 is a class of trains built by Alstom, and are used on the routes between Roma-Bolzano and Roma-Trieste. The train tilts, using Pendolino technology, allowing higher speeds to be maintained through corners without causing discomfort to passengers. The trains are operated by Trenitalia, originally under the Frecciargento (Silver Arrow) branding used for trains capable of travelling between 250 km/h and 285 km/h, In 2022 they were rebranded under Frecciarossa (Red Arrow) after the Frecciargento branding was retired.

The ETR 600 has also been adapted for use in China as the China Railway CRH5 Hexie. Initially 60 sets were ordered, of which nine were manufactured by Alstom and 51 by CNR Changchun Railway Vehicles. Since, another 80 sets have been created for a total of 140, operating across China's north from Beijing to รœrรผmqi.


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[โ€“] Jenniferrr@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago

Cursed with my voice ๐Ÿ’€

[โ€“] MusicOwl@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago)

reddit-logo just did me a huge solid and permanently banned my account with no warning. I cannot even recover the account. Thanks for the push I needed to never go back to that shithole.

[โ€“] lilypad@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (4 children)

::: spoiler mental health, downer, ramble, reflection Im not doing to well. Im not really a person. Im a mirror. I reflect the person Im talking to. Its why groups are hard for me. I become who Im interacting with. Or i become what they want me to be. I dont like it. I dont like being around men, because i reflect and become them. Im not a boy. Im a girl. I dont want to reflect and become them.

I love everyone around me. I mirror them, then i love them. Because if i love them then its kinda like loving myself. When I want love and care i provide love and care to others. I hope that they will give me love and care. If i can make them happy they can make me happy. If i love them hard enough then i will feel loved. If i am them, and i love them, then i love myself. Thats not how it works. But i keep pretending it is. Im not them. I want to stop being a mirror. I want to love myself. But how can I if I dont know who i am?

I want to want things. Im afraid of it. If im someone else, i can stop being them and be a different person when im rejected and discarded. I can seperate everything out. Compartmentalize. Im very good at compartmentalizing. What if what i want is wrong? Stupid? Poor taste? Hurtful? Insulting? I want to want things. I want to want. I do want. At least a little. I want faery lights strung in my room. I want nice bedding thats cute and pink and wonderful. I want the things I didnt get to have growing up. It all costs money. I have no income. I cant justify the expenses.

I cant even justify lazer. It would bring me relief. It would make things better. But i cant justify it. I should justify it. But i cant. I tell myself its too much, ive made it this far with visible shadow every day, ive made it this far bleeding from my face whenever I shave. So whats one more day? Just one more day. One more. No tomorrow, just today. One more day. One more. Only one. If i cant justify fixing my face, how can I justify faery lights? Or nice bedding? Or cute pillows?

I want other things sometimes too i guess. But those arent worthwhile, they dont have emotional value. Theyre fun, but dont carry weight in my heart. Theres a difference. I want to want from my heart. From my emotional center. Not from activity. Not from analytics. From my heart.

Activity is so much, but its just a way to avoid talking to people. I want to want things because wanting is an aspect of being a person. I want to go here. I want to eat this. I want to talk to you. I want to play this game. I want. The wanting is the core of movement through life. I dont want, so i dont move.

I want to be vulnerable with someone. Share my entirety with them. My physical mental and emotional self. But i dont know who that self is. How can I share something with someone when I dont know what it is? Its not a box I can hand to them. Its abstract thoughts and feelings.

I want faith and hope in the future. I want to know that it will all be ok, i will be ok, my family and friends will be ok, we will be happy.

I want a happily ever after. I hate that we grow up with that narrative ending. It doesnt exist. But i want it so badly. I want to not have to worry and just be happy. I want my story to end, and end with a "happily ever after". I dont want to write anymore. The book has no more plot points, no more movement. Its been stagnant for so long, and will not move further. I want to stop writing my story. I want it to be over. I just want to write "happily ever after" and thats it, its done, period. End of sentence. End of chapter. End of book. End of series. End of story. ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“”๐“ท๐“ญ

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[โ€“] Anvil_Lavigne@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (1 children)

drugs

tried adderall for the first time, definitely feeling better now :3


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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (1 children)

transphobia is some bullshit. i thought everyone liked pretty girls but so many people seem dead set on stopping me from becoming one? what gives?

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[โ€“] naom3@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago (2 children)

Am I having a period, or just a stress-induced breakdown? lea-think

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[โ€“] Moss@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago (11 children)

Cis people are so weird. One of my housemates said that she is getting rid of her black jeans because they're out of fashion, even though she still likes some of them. She doesn't want to be seen wearing clothes that aren't trendy.

What a boring way to approach self-expression. You just want to look like everyone else? You just want to go with what's popular instead of what you personally like?

Trans/gnc people are sooo much better at fashion

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[โ€“] iridaniotter@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (2 children)

I actually have a surprisingly large amount of friends. Of course, if I stopped planning all our outings and waited for them to make plans with me...

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[โ€“] yewler@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago

I'm so sick of having no motivation not gonna lie

[โ€“] Luna@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (3 children)

Just made an appointment to get my ears pierced. This will be my first piercing, and I'm honestly surprised I was against it for as long as I was. Can't wait to be able to wear earrings aubrey-happy

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[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago

Debasing myself at the feet of the queer ND-friendly hairdresser like "I'm sorry it's such a mess my mother never taught me hair care ooooooooooooooh "

[โ€“] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (4 children)

The lady at the Visa office said I look no older than 21 when she saw my age.
idk how much of that was just flattery. lea-blush

[โ€“] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (7 children)

She also called my hair beautiful. aubrey-embarassed
Maybe she was just being nice because she could tell I was trans.

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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago (2 children)

guy at the convenience store gave me a MASSIVE eyebrow raise when i bought some booze earlier. it's working :))))

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[โ€“] belligerentkitten@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (4 children)

now us euros are getting in on all the hurricane fun

(i am actually worried)

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[โ€“] Josephine_Spiro@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago

See a cute looking women who is too old for me once, compliment her, then we part ways forever...

[โ€“] HomoSexualTransStalinist@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (3 children)

after finally coming back to lemmy and seeing that dredge tank post i checked the comm and theres literally a guy calling me transphobic talking about a comment i made 6 or 7 months ago from a lemmy.ml account i used to use calling someone out for being a weird chaser and being gross towards trans women which the person responded to by saying their partner is a femboy so theyre absolved from all blame

the average lemmy user is literally this:

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[โ€“] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago (2 children)
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[โ€“] Edie@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago (4 children)

not sure if I should spoiler. What should I even write as spoiler? Weird... existential moment?I've had these weird moments where I have some existential moment where I go "wait all of this is real, this is reality" and my perspective...shifts? Into 3D. Its quite a surreal moment. What's your surreal/existential moments?

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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 18 points 2 months ago

thinkin-lenin if i come out at work, i can use that as an excuse to ignore anyone who calls me a man

[โ€“] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 18 points 3 months ago (3 children)

Every now and again I go back and listen to the โ€œFind a Petโ€ song from mlp.
Idk why.

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[โ€“] TheDoctor@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (10 children)

HRT: I will help you get more in touch with your body

My body: GAG REFLEX

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[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (7 children)

I keep waking up normally but quickly sliding into the most foul fucking moods ever. Maybe it's just hormonal but Idk, should I stop taking my gabapentin or something?

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[โ€“] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago

Shaving my whole body just as it starts getting cold out might have been a mistake badeline-anxious

[โ€“] LocalOaf@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago (3 children)

My sweet gay lil son Curly likes playing with dolls innocence

(that's ok, and we like that! We like that. Many people are saying their cats are gay and we like that, I will say that. a-little-trolling)

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[โ€“] Anvil_Lavigne@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago

took two whole months but am finally starting to feel somewhat functional. beyond only being able to sleep 3 hours a night that is yea

[โ€“] Starlet@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago (22 children)

if kirby swallowed you what powers would he get

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[โ€“] Babs@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (6 children)

Real boymoder hoodie weather.

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[โ€“] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago (2 children)

gay mega topic, what are you gay?

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[โ€“] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago (3 children)
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[โ€“] Josephine_Spiro@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (2 children)

bit of body and bottom dysphoria, tuckingConcerned about getting tucking panties because I don't really have hips yet, and the circumference of my waist is still several inches larger than my hips. Could getting women's shapewear help for both? Like would it help with tucking and be able to tone down my stomache?

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[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (3 children)

Uh I don't wanna go on Letterboxd anymore. Every time a movie has even the slightest whiff of the gays in its undertones, people go absolutely feral, as if Interview with the Vampire is actually good. I get it, right, but can we hold ourselves to slightly higher standards than that? I'm not against people enjoying things, I just dunno y'know? I wish I saw what they saw in stuff like Nightmare on Elm Street 2.

Also my feet hurt I wish I was watching movies about scary transgender autistic dykes!!!!!!! kel-screm

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[โ€“] GenderIsOpSec@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago (2 children)
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[โ€“] Edie@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago

Reading a genderbent isekai and going "god I wish that happened to me"

Hey... Wait a minute

[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 17 points 3 months ago (25 children)

I've been lifting every other day for almost a week now. This fucking slaps, not gonna lie. I did a bit more than usual today, and I don't feel wrecked. I am gonna become superpowered.

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[โ€“] ashinadash@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (4 children)

Being really weird and gay, late at night...

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[โ€“] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (4 children)

thought i had a free night but it turns out i have a ttrpg thing tonight... i want to sit and rot in my room but instead i have to go have fun ๐Ÿ˜’

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[โ€“] Moss@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (5 children)

My gender today is salty old seadog

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[โ€“] Tommasi@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago (4 children)

Is it weird that I feel some sort of attachment to the femboy label as a binary trans woman? I wasn't even a femboy before I transitioned, just a regular twink.

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[โ€“] Eco@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago

truly aren't we all working on disco elysium successor projects?

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