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Greetings, salutations even! I know this is a tough time of year for many of us, and all I ask is that you all make this the best week you possibly can. If the holidays are a struggle, take time to care for yourself if you can. Hang out with friends, do the things you love, find that sweet gender euphoria, follow what makes you truly happy. Oh, and continue to be yourselves :). Alright everybody, get ready for the largest mega I’ve ever written (I think).

Welcome to the TMGC mega! I have been hyping this up, probably for months now, and it’s my time to deliver on what might be the one of the best Fire Emblem experiences of all time. Buckle up, because this is going to be a long one. Most of the post will have light to no spoilers, but some parts may have a moderate amount of spoilers. With that out of the way, let’s find out what this game has to offer.

What is Fire Emblem? (no spoilers)Fire Emblem is a strategy role-playing game series where you move your units to fight enemy units on a grid. The simplest way to think about it is like chess, where you have a large team of units fighting another large team of units, while your units are more like characters in that they have personalities. In most entries, these units are also able to have conversations with each other, providing more detail to the characters or the story, while also making the supported characters stronger. The games take place in a medical fantasy setting, with swords, axes, lances, different magics, and staves, with creatures like horses, pegasi, and wyverns.

What is Fire Emblem: The Morrow’s Golden Country (TMGC)? (no spoilers)TMGC is a romhack of Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones. It has it’s own story, characters, maps, mechanics, and for all intents and purposes, it’s a whole game built in the engine of Sacred Stones.

Story Outline and Characters (light spoilers)TMGC features Blair as the protagonist. As a young lesbian lord from the Aercolyn territory within the Dalstinian Alliance, the game follows her around the continent and throughout the many nations. At first, the game features a pretty standard Fire Emblem plot, where one of the nations declares war on a couple of the others, which kicks the story into action. However, it evolves greatly beyond that point, with political drama, suspense, mystery, conspiracy, and so much more that make the story stand out. Of course, I also find the story to be very well written, especially when compared to many other Fire Emblem games. Along for the ride with Blair is Arin, her closest friend and self-taught tactician/advisor. They will also meet and recruit many of their friends and allies, both ones that existed before and during when the story takes place.

spoiler A little more on the story (moderate spoilers)

What exactly makes the story of TMGC compelling? Well, it’s the depth. The story involved Blair doing a lot to earn the approval of others, which often has her doing some very ethically questionable things. The plight of the commoner is shown in this game, with entire places on the continent being uninhabitable, yet having poverty-stricken inhabitants. Banditry runs rampant, and yet nobody has attempted to reach out to the struggling masses. The society is still feudal, most of the nations are either ruled by kings or lords. The class divide, that between noble and commoner, is very noticeable, and while it is not explicitly addressed like in some other entries, TMGC makes heavy use of “show don’t tell” with these kind of things. The many aspects of war are also shown, among those who do fight for their country. Mevion, the one country that managed to overthrow it’s king in a revolution, has a lot of revolutionaries who now live mundane lives due to being alienated by a revolutionary movement that was corrupted by opportunists are we still playing Fire Emblem? These people, along with the soldiers/knights of other nations, serve their countries or the people of them, and face the reality that what they fight for is not what they first thought. There are multiple characters that serve their lords and their country, but there are just as many deserters, those dissatisfied with how their lives ended up. There’s also political manipulation. Something happens that should lead to certain people taking power, but through political manipulation puppets are put in place. Countries are occupied by invading forces, and the results of that are felt. The frustrations of working within a political system is felt, as characters try again and again only to realize that it’s never going to work. That the only option when a political entity is inherently corrupt is to fight it.

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Characters and Queer Representation (light spoilers, moderate character spoilers)First of all, the characters in this game are all pretty great, there’s a lot of them, and their supports are written well. The game also lists pronouns for all of the characters in-game as well. Nice touch.

Apollo is a trans man. It’s not revealed that he is at first sight. He’s a man, lives as such, and doing none of his supports leave it at that. However, as his supports are triggered, he gets into more and more of his past. A support chain with the Archbishop reveals that he was rejected, and may have been kicked out by, his parents. A support chain with another trans enby character has them recognizing their similarities, even if they transitioned to different genders. It was good to see a trans character in the game, and while I have not seen all of the supports, I would hope that some of the others manage to go into this as well. To get the lore on this, as far as I know, make sure to do the support chain with Apollo and Vladimir.

There’s also many non-binary characters, including a protagonist character (Viridian) that gets their own arc of the story! Not to mention that sooooooo many of the characters are gay, bi, or pan it’s amazing. I could go over all of them, but I don’t actually know all of them! So, I need to go over a special example. TMGC’s poly characters. Heavy character spoilers, of course.

There’s also everyone’s favorite genderfluid (maybe) enby (maybe) possibly agender (maybe) assassin with a heart Olson. She goes by she/they/he pronouns. I have not seen much to this character, I’ve just gotten them, but his introduction already has her requesting a great title, and they’re a really good unit in combat (100% crit rates and a skill that insta-kills on crit). All hair the Ser Duke-Duchess o7

If Blair gets a B+ support, and crucially does not A support, five of the other women, they all get married at the end and start a polycule. I do not know exactly how the ending goes, I messed up the support chains, but I do know who the people are. Arin, Natasia, Avan, Yuyu, and Estelle. For the poly ending, Blair can only support these five people, which will make more sense once I go over game mechanics. This might be the most queer fire emblem of all time.

Mechanics (no spoilers)On the topic of supports, each character can only have up to five supports. I’m guessing this is due to hardware limitations, and this is fine for many characters. However, for characters like Blair or Arin, supports have to be done more carefully, considering whether or not you like a character enough to go through a support chain, or even going through another playthrough to see all of the supports. These supports increase stats between the characters, just like in normal FE, but they can also allow for other things, such as class promotions or new weapon proficiency. These can be game changing, with some characters gaining classes that make them the best characters in the game, to once mediocre characters gaining a weapon proficiency that makes them stand out. This not only makes supports more rewarding, but allows for more replayability, with more builds available to the player. TMGC also takes features from other Fire Emblem games in an attempt to create a definitive experience. While the GBA games are great aesthetically and aged really well, they were lacking in some aspects that later games would innovate on. For example, Path of Radiance and Radiant Dawn make use of a Base Area that the player can use to go over supports and buy items and such. TMGC adds this, also changing supports to be story-based rather than combat-based a lot of the time. This means that characters don’t have to be fielded to go through their supports (most of the time). Considering how many characters are in this game, it’s a really helpful inclusion. TMGC also adds the save points that were in the DS games. This means a mistake doesn’t necessarily equal a reset, and it’s great for quality of life, especially considering how big some of these maps can get. Of course, it’s a double-edged sword. Not saving can leave you losing a lot of progress, and saving in a bad spot means you either have to either reset the whole level, or continue on without certain characters. Yes, this game has permadeath and only permadeath, there is no casual mode. However, there are also SOOOOOO many characters. Losing a few characters won’t be the end of the world gameplay-wise (I’m still a perfectionist for supports and story, although R.I.P. Butch, there goes My Hero), and you won’t likely find yourself unable to complete the game. TMGC adds personal skills as well, something that was featured in certain entries of the series, removed for the GBA games, and the added again for the following entries. These really make each individual character stand out. For example, you can have a normal mercenary, or you can have a mercenary with a hit chance skill, who can level up high stats except for skill. The game likes to do this a lot, and it allows for certain units to be strong while posing some sort of challenge. There are of course alternatives to these units, I don’t have to use Gaylord if I don’t want to (yes there’s a character named Gaylord, yes he’s really good, and yes, he’s straight). Something really interesting about certain skills is that they become combat arts. For a certain amount of weapon durability, skills like Luna (ignore defense/resistance) and Sol (heal HP in damage dealt) can be triggered manually on the player’s turn, rather than having a chance of activating during an attack. This can allow for many interesting strategies. There’s one boss that has really high resistance, defense, and legendary tome when most of the characters aren’t even promoted. However, Kenneth (a dark mage) has the Luna skill, which I can manually activate to come up with a plan to kill the unkillable. As a reward, I received a gem I could sell for 30,000 gold (that’s a lot). This also ends a defend map early, meaning it could be easier to keep certain weaker units safe. Back to the Tellius games (Path of Radiance & Radiant Dawn), TMGC adds movement skills! Characters can shove, smite, reposition, swap, etc. with other characters. This allows for great strategies, and I’ve found myself utilizing shove in order to push a certain unit into position a lot. It’s quite fun, and going back to the vanilla games is always a shock when I find that I cannot, in fact, push my units around for extra movement.

There’s also a lot of new classes, spells, weapons, animations and so much more!

I’m realizing that I’m treading a lot of the same ground as I did in my last post, and I’m trying to think about what else to write. The thing is, I don’t know what else to say. I don’t want to spoil the game for you wonderful people! So, you’re going to have to play this for yourself, especially those of you familiar with Fire Emblem.

For those of you unfamiliar with Fire Emblem, this might be difficult to pick up. If you’re willing to figure things out, or DM me for help (seriously, I’m willing to, don’t be shy :)), go right ahead! It’s a great game. However, there are definitely better games to help you get into Fire Emblem as a series. I would recommend Fire Emblem: Three Houses for the Nintendo Switch, or Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia for the 3DS. These games both go over basic Fire Emblem mechanics, while having some of the things TMGC takes inspiration from. Both games make use of combat arts, for example. They are also both really good games, and I would consider Shadows of Valentia to be one of my favorite Fire Emblem games, especially in it’s presentation. And yes, if I do a Fire Emblem mega next time, it’s going to be a Shadows of Valentia mega. Those who saw the last time I hosted the megathread are sure to recognize the characters :)

If you want to play Fire Emblem: The Morrow’s Golden Country, you’ll need a GameBoy Advance emulator (I use MGBA) as well as a copy of Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones (shouldn't be hard to find). From there, download the patch (sorry for google link, the patch is regularly updated) and apply it to the Sacred Stones rom using RomPatcher. From there, you have a functioning TMGC rom and are ready to play.

I think that’s going to be all from me today. Again, I hope the holidays go well for all of you. I know this is a tough time of year, and I wish you all the best of luck. I also encourage you to keep up the posting in both the mega and tracha. I’ll likely spend some time in tracha myself, and who knows, maybe we can even talk about Fire Emblem. Don’t suffer in silence, feel free to vent frustrations. Love you all, let’s have a great week!


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[–] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 6 points 5 days ago* (last edited 4 days ago) (1 children)

hi, does anyone wanna make the mega in the upcoming weeks? if so, reply to this post and i'll add you to the list!

the list as it stands:

SadArtemis (12/30 - 1/5)
Eco* (1/6 (The Darkest Day in Our Democracy.) - 1/12)
Yukiko (1/13 - 1/19)
oscardejarjayes* (1/20 - 1/26)
SwitchyandWitchy* (1/27 - 2/2)
SILLY BEAN@lemmygrad.ml* (2/3 - 2/9)
AshenWolf* (2/10 - 2/16)
GayTuckerCarlson* (2/17 - 2/23)

EstraDoll (3/2 - 3/8)

​ * after name denotes someone who has posted before and will be skipped by first-time posters

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[–] Tomboymoder@hexbear.net 3 points 36 minutes ago

talk of weight loss/gain, fatness etc.I’m kind of growing to resent this notion on twitter that every trans woman is a tall-ass twiggy twink that just needs to fatten themselves up.

I’m actually quite short and it’s almost frustrating seeing these people who almost surely eat more than me and weigh more than me have less body fat and scold me about how I’m not eating enough.

Like…realistically I’m not that fat, all it would really take is for me to lose a few pounds and be into the “healthy” bmi range instead of the “slightly overweight” one.
But I have really bad BDD and self esteem about it.
I hate the little bit of chub on my stomach etc.

Everyone understands that it’s problematic and distressing for people who don’t want to lose weight to be bombarded with posts telling them they should, but it seems like no one cares if someone trying to lose is constantly bombarded with one’s telling them they should gain.

Like…I don’t know why I am the bad guy? I don’t know why I am so wrong for wanting to get to the point that all you twigs started out at in the first place!?
Sorry I’m not 6’1 and couldn’t casually eat 2.5k calories while remaining at a 20 bmi, I guess.

[–] Azarova@hexbear.net 11 points 3 hours ago

cannot put into words how much i appreciate this site. everywhere else have turned into varying degrees of hell holes. this is the only place that feels sane hexbear-retro

[–] Ivysaur@hexbear.net 12 points 5 hours ago

keygirl swag

[–] CrookedSerpent@hexbear.net 9 points 6 hours ago

Trying my hardest to budget and coming to the conclusion that I just need to eat less ig 😅

[–] Eco@hexbear.net 14 points 7 hours ago (1 children)

operation deliberate force feminisation

[–] buh@hexbear.net 10 points 6 hours ago

Air Forcefem One

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 10 points 8 hours ago

After my nihilistic staring at the void arc there is no-copyright music.

[–] Eco@hexbear.net 9 points 8 hours ago

they're calling it LASIK but for the soul

[–] Edie@hexbear.net 14 points 11 hours ago

Waking up alone. Having to cuddle a plush instead of a person. Why is the world so transphobic.

Unlimited death upon dysphoria, hate that shit.

[–] Edie@hexbear.net 13 points 12 hours ago (1 children)

Chat, what does it mean if you dreamt a former friend kissed you on the cheek and was into you or something??????? catgirl-huh I havent seem him in years.

[–] hexbee@hexbear.net 5 points 4 hours ago (1 children)

Depends on how it made you feel I'd say

[–] Edie@hexbear.net 5 points 3 hours ago

... Weird? I think I was into it?

[–] JohnBrownsBussy2@hexbear.net 13 points 13 hours ago* (last edited 3 hours ago) (1 children)

6 weeks on E/Spiro, and no booba yet. cri

On the other hand, mental health is so much better, so I can wait for booba. I figure that I will probably get my dose upped at the next appointment.

Obligatory "vacation" at the folks place has been a wash. Wasn't planning to come out over the holidays anyways. However, I got sick almost immediately so that has put a major damper on things. Because of the sickness and relative cabin fever (it is very cold outside), things are the normal sort of rocky with everyone. Nothing severe, but just people getting on each other's nerves frequently.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 10 points 8 hours ago

It took my a good few months before I started growing boobs and they were weird and uneven at first lmao. They grew better, settled in to what they are now after about a year and a half. Prog got me up another cup size and the still grow a little even after a few years.

[–] Eco@hexbear.net 8 points 14 hours ago (1 children)

i made it through the world war z weeb chapters and lived

[–] Eco@hexbear.net 8 points 14 hours ago

"veteran of the world war z weeb chapters" baseball cap

[–] Yukiko@hexbear.net 20 points 19 hours ago

hahahahahaha fuck everything

CW: STI discussionMy asshole of an ex informed me that one of the fuckheads he slept with while married to me just recently tested positive for Syphilis. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh fuck you you piece of shit. Time to go get tested :)))))))))))

[–] SexUnderSocialism@hexbear.net 17 points 19 hours ago* (last edited 19 hours ago) (3 children)

When I transitioned years ago, I hoped that HRT would also help with better anger management control because it's something I've battled with since I was a kid. While things have improved dramatically, and I don't have a tendency to display outward aggression anymore in real life, I'm still dealing with feelings of intense inner rage when I see people spout reactionary garbage like transphobia. The thing that seems to help at the moment (aside from letting me smash popuko-hammer the skull of every single transphobe) is vaping some cannabis to calm me down. Reactionaries are in serious trouble if I ever run out of ralsei-doobie

[–] Yukiko@hexbear.net 1 points 40 minutes ago

Channeling that rage into being pissed off at transphobes and their bigoted equivalents is very useful. Ask me how I know. There is nothing wrong with it so long as it's channeled in the right directions.

Look at me. My rage is about the same, but it's more focused and directional (aside from PMS). Only the people that need to experience it, experience it. I'm sure my posting history here can show that.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 10 points 8 hours ago (1 children)

Feminine rage is absolutely real, it is way underappreciated in our hegemonic culture.

For me, Estrogen was more about feeling emotions other than baseline nothing or bubbling anger. And not just the spectrum of emotion and like crying in public even if I really didn't want to, but much more granular as well.

[–] hexbee@hexbear.net 7 points 4 hours ago* (last edited 4 hours ago)

Feminine rage is absolutely real

fr, my median emotion is "fucking pissed"

[–] Tommasi@hexbear.net 21 points 1 day ago (2 children)

My mum and my older sister are both trying to teach me how to knit doggirl-grin

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 7 points 8 hours ago (1 children)

Yayyy more trans knitters! Qhat are you knitting? My first big project was a trans flag scarf ^^

[–] Tommasi@hexbear.net 4 points 2 hours ago

A tiny plush panda! catgirl-heart Hopefully it's enough practice for me to do it without as much guidance once the holidays are over and I go back to my own place.

[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 14 points 1 day ago

did you know? my current levels of anxiety are high enough to power all of Cook County IL for an hour and eighteen minutes???

[–] CDommunist@hexbear.net 13 points 1 day ago (1 children)

dracula-flow

spoilerClicker trained my dog girl

Now she gets sprung whenever I load the gat

[–] CDommunist@hexbear.net 12 points 1 day ago

spoilerWe smoking unflilter dog treats you stupid piece of shit

I'll fucking nom :3 you

[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 17 points 1 day ago (2 children)

welp. i just mentioned to my mom that i changed every part of my name including my middle and last and while she says she supports me she also started crying so that's fun and awkward :)

[–] PopPrincess@hexbear.net 7 points 10 hours ago

I regret not changing my middle and last name. I hope to find a guy and get married so I can take his last name🙏

[–] Thallo@hexbear.net 14 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Why did you decide to change your last name?

[–] hexbee@hexbear.net 7 points 12 hours ago

My country doesn't support ID changes, but as someone who would get it changed if I could, I just really don't care about some patriarchal legacy signifier. In fact, I don't want anything to do with it. If I could get rid of it entirely I would, but if I was only able to change it I would just make up something silly like Lastnameington

[–] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 1 day ago

handful of reasons i probably shouldn't go over publicly but i guess part of it was really just me trying to feel as distant as possible from that "old" identity. no part of my dead name ever really felt like mine anyway

[–] NotLuigi@hexbear.net 15 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (3 children)

Any other nonbinary people here who are “close” to their AGAB?

I haven’t changed my name or pronouns but I’m on a low dose of HRT. I feel like this is more common for AFAB people but I’m AMAB. Sometimes I wanna come out to people but I’ve gotten the reaction multiple times of them being confused that I’m “not changing anything”. It almost feels like they’re saying, “if none of the stuff affects me, why are you telling me?” which is just alienating. My gender exploration has been and is a major life event and it feels big but talking to people about it makes it feel so small.

[–] hexbee@hexbear.net 7 points 12 hours ago

People will accept trans people as "switching teams" before they ever interrogate what the game we're playing even is.

Not in your exact situation, but as a fellow nb, I think the brainworms that lead to this type of thing are exactly the same as when I hear people asking "so when are you getting the surgery?" The answer is nonyabusiness Stacy, I don't remember asking about your genitals at 9 o'clock in the morning

I use my masculine birthname and use any pronouns, including he/him, but I'm also taking normal dose HRT for the last 8 months. I haven't come out to many people. My brother was quite interested when I came out to him 2.5 years ago. My cousin was totally disinterested. My parents and my half-sister, I've technically only talked about my hormone status with and my mom and half-sister didn't really ask much (but at least the latter seems to recognize me as being NB from my brother's use of they/them for me and isn't overtly transphobic afaik). Step-mom asked a little bit more, but still pretty limited.

Anyways, I've made changes I wanted to for me, not others. I wish there was a little more interest (and that my parents didn't use exclusively masculine terms for me), but its not really a bit deal to me.

[–] ashinadash@hexbear.net 11 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Can"t say I am, however

Sometimes I wanna come out to people but I’ve gotten the reaction multiple times of them being confused that I’m “not changing anything”. It almost feels like they’re saying, “if none of the stuff affects me, why are you telling me?” which is just alienating.

This shit is fuckin awful. It comes from them only ever expecting or acknowledging 100% binary trans people who do the full medical stuff. It's pretty shit of the people you've come out to not to acknowledge that gender exploration IS a big thing.

[–] NotLuigi@hexbear.net 10 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Yeah. I think a lot of them have just been taught that transition looks a certain way and expect it to conform. And when I don’t they don’t get curious about why. It’s yet another box I don’t fit into.

[–] ashinadash@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago

Damn what a mood...

[–] CrookedSerpent@hexbear.net 13 points 1 day ago

They took my balls in Atlanta and I DONT want them back

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