I've actually really improved on the violin, like a lot. I'm still kind of hard to hear practice, but it's not yeowly screeches anymore and looking at fingerings notations every other note. Now I can sight read AND mostly get the note lol. I think I can even graduate to big girl mode and take off the other 2 fret line thingies. My teacher got me to do third position. Now she just has to give me the secret of vibrato!! How the fuck do they do that, they just shake their hands? It doesn't sound even a little nice when I've tried

I sat at my desk three hours ago with the intention of figuring out how to describe to myself what I was feeling. I still can't. I know I dissociated kinda hard for a little bit. But everything else... I can't put words to it.

Hopefully my brain can finally turn off now, I'll see you all tomorrow.

i have a splitting headache at work and i'm trying not to inflict my terrible mood on my coworkers. for once it's not their fault

The Irish knocked it out of the park with mushrooms as a breakfast food. I love mushrooms in the morning yummy

up with trains

pro tips: develop a crush on a cute trans girl less than a week before learning she has a gf. this is a great feeling to have

no new mega? oh well. posting here

wow! having a purse/bag to hold all your stuff in is really nice! not only is it super affirming but it's also really convenient! look at all my stuff in here! i can carry so much on me now! wow!

i knew Diddy was really fucked when they started calling him Sean Combs again

I think I have serious trouble regulating emotions. I did a workout today and felt absolutely ecstatic, like mentally I could have kept going for ages but my body was about to collapse. The in the afternoon I went for a walk and for some reason made myself super depressed. I feel lonely and ugly and I hate my body. Why am I like this

Following up on my naming post, my wife is now calling me "Marxist maiden," "Leninist Lady," and "socialist sister"

Works for me~

Anyone got that screenshot saying that trans people like Celeste because it gives us unrealistic fantasies of double-jumping? It was posted on Hexbear some days ago but I can't find it.

I watched Kiki's Delivery Service last night, and it was very cute, as always! Though this time, I noticed that Kiki often will see another girl, or an older woman, and remark at how pretty she is, and how Kiki wishes she was pretty like that. And as an early transition trans fem, that's such a fucking mood!

So Kiki gets the bespoke award of "My new queer headcanon", alongside that cool painter who lives in the woods and is DEFINITELY a lesbian, and those old ladies who are also probably Gay.

Tl;dr - Kiki is trans, because I said so

Guy I know that lives 30 minutes from Tampa didn't evacuate
He's high enough that he shouldn't get hit by the storm surge but still

I just received in the mail a personal note from Mark A. offering to buy my home for cash. BUT THAT WASN'T MARK A. WHO JUST DELIVERED IT! It was just some woman with a whole stack of identical letters!

I am starting to think these letters may be a scam.

i'm literally dying from a mild headache and my wife chooses this moment to bully me about it. like talk about kicking me while i'm down

When our turn comes, we shall make no excuses for the transing.

Incredibly important quiz for all my fellow lovely transes

Which would you choose:

1. Poltergeist

2. Spider

3. Swamp Monster

4. Dream Demon

5. Vampire

Please leave your answers below, thank you!

so far we have 6 vampires, 1 poltergeist, 6 dream demon and 2 spider

as the quiz holder i will add my vote for dream demon too

Eating ice cream was maybe bad idea.

damn my tiddies are getting fuckin huge

i took some nice pictures of myself today and you could see my tits through my turtleneck

at a distance of about twenty feet

snorting wassabi powder to get a little kick in the morning

I'm hiking, which is nice, but my asthma is kindly reminding me of what happened yesterday. The Earth, kindly enough, is answering my prayers for air and sending giant gusts of wind in my direction. I've rolled my ankle multiple times, but it's really nice out so it's still a good time 😊

Are you a lovely lady or a nasty girl?

"I'm sorry ma'am, all the chosen friend groups have been formed"

wtf brain

took a quick five hour nap while partner was gone & woke up absolutely miserable for no discernable reason

I've been experimenting with low waisted jeans lately, and it's all good until you need to sit down.

thinking about getting a salt lick and a scratching post and just becoming a goat

Bit idea: Change my my name to Trans-sis Fukuyama then loudly and publicly declare that gender has officially ended forever

I ate too much sugar free things and now I'm paying the price.

Fuck it

Even posted about it makes me feel like shit. Like oh here I am just bitching when other people have it worse. Why even post about ending it when I don't have a method. Just stupid drama baiting shit tbh. Probably how everyone sees me. Can't even sh properly so how am I even going to go through with a plan anyway.

Anyway I'm just rambling, I want to escape this. fwiw I don't have a method so don't worry about my safety too much. ::: Edit: I'm going to head to bed now, hoping to feel better tomorrow. Goodnight mega.

feeling like shit. some loud braggart tried to put me down and say his school is great... he also refuses to acknowledge my school (number one in the state)

Skin is surprisingly soft/smooth for a change. Gonna blame the two injections I had on Tuesday.