"I'm sorry ma'am, all the chosen friend groups have been formed"

Ooh this skirt is nice for sleeping/nightwear

wtf brain

took a quick five hour nap while partner was gone & woke up absolutely miserable for no discernable reason

Skin is surprisingly soft/smooth for a change. Gonna blame the two injections I had on Tuesday.

Eating ice cream was maybe bad idea.

I think I have serious trouble regulating emotions. I did a workout today and felt absolutely ecstatic, like mentally I could have kept going for ages but my body was about to collapse. The in the afternoon I went for a walk and for some reason made myself super depressed. I feel lonely and ugly and I hate my body. Why am I like this

Overwhelmed once again by the immense desire to give everyone here a giant hug

Thinking I should just get a hair transplant done as soon as I can afford it. I know that it's best to get it together with FFS, but that's several years away and I don't want to go that long with this awful hairline.

I want something sweet, but I don’t want to go to the store to get it.

think i just have to accept the fact that until i can find somewhere else to work i'm gonna have hand eczema and horrible looking hands. can't seem to shake it, though moisturising does help

T levels are still looking so low i think i'm just going to quit taking spiro, even after lowering by E dose by 25%

thinking about any time i've ever successfully cleared the bottom allegations and honestly it's not coming to me

I have so many razor bumps on my body

walked around and existed in public, used words with strangers, and got boba at the end. pretty good friday night

hummus? more like yummus

Wish Winter would come already i want to wear leggings and thigh highs but its still fucking summer Temperature in fall

going to the annual anarchist bookfair tomorrow. got some decent books there over the years, and they sell some really nice artwork by artists

Clicking on the trans mega because I wanted to go to the regular mega???

I fucking did it again

Having insane boob itch today, but the itch is underneath the skin so scratching it doesn't even help

My sister decided to tell her therapist about me, saying I looked happier after I transitioned. She told me that it's probably the happiest she's even seen me, and I'm pretty glad that others can see how I'm feeling. Still have stuff going on, but it says a lot about just how bad I was pre-transition.

Also, her therapist told her that I need to get therapy and find other trans people IRL (friendships or support groups). Trust me, I know, her therapist really read my mind from idk how many miles away

I know it's unfeminist of me, but a freshly shaved bush feels so much nicer.
Haven't shaved for like 2 or so weeks and I am realizing how much micro-dysphoria it gave me every time I would go to pee now that all the hair is gone.

ANTI CISGENDER AKTION

yep, the E did exactly what I thought it would do and turned my already very thick, muscular logs I called thighs and now they're thicker than some girls' torso, good lord

meant to post about this last week but I'm delighted with my dye job. I'm naturally a dirty blonde/light brunette depending on the season, with some slight red undertones (stealing valor there tbh, sadly didn't fully inherit that from my mother). I went for like a super deep cherry red, and I'm absolutely loving the result. my hair is easily my favourite physical feature so I'm preening over it even more than usual. washed and conditioned tonight and my curls look great. I was also pleased that I got it done right in time for [personal special occasion] last week where I got to hang out with some of my buds and felt I looked great, even put a full face on which ive also been getting more confident with! I've been pretty freaking depressed lately but I thought I'd push myself to make a positive post hehe. love all my trans comrades!

I was looking in the mirror (accidentally as one does coming down a hallway) and uh ooh boy I have like the beginnings of the classic hour glass thingy. Where the sides of my waist pinch in like ) . (

When the hell did that happen 😳

if i die by wasting away in a dorm room bed from my untreated chronic illness, i just want you all to know that it was a good run, comrades

So excited to do a couple of spooky roleplaying with people!

https://hexbear.net/post/3667072

Already have a couple Tuesdays lined up for some Delta Green / SCP-style scares with mostly trans hexbears