Hell yeah, my new clothes unexpectedly arrived just now after waiting for almost a month. Nice quality, look amazing and I got them for a really good price:

Some fancy white jeans with a big floral print

So fucking happy with both of them.

So like how do you best come out to someone (when dating)? How early in the process? Like I'm semi-stealth it seems, so idk how to go about it😩

Gotta do my transplaining gender presentation for nursing students again but I'm so sleepy, finished a night shift only had 4 hours of sleep 😴

I started doing voice training exercises, and it feels really good and I’m already seeing changes and I’m crying a bunch.

Does anyone have tips for not having to keep stopping to yawn?

My cat children now find it funny to sleep on my tits like they’re pillows for cats. Their head just lying on my breast and nothing else. Gods I love them. They’re such little shits.

Got an appointment for orthopedic for my broken hand

Uninsured lol

This is gonna fucking suck

uhhhmuhmuhmuhhmuhmhhm >~<

Thinking about wearing something like this to my sister’s wedding.

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Idk about fashion

Good morning to you.

I've been thinking about what name to call myself. I have one name in mind that I really like, but it's literally my birthname with two letters added. And I don't know how to feel about that. And while it sounds good in most of the languages I speak, it sounds like it was ripped out of some fantasy novel in english, because that's the only context where I have heard the english translation of that name being used.

Is it worth it to get actual bras instead of the cheap sports bras I got when I started hrt? Breast tissue still isn't very developed so I'm just anxious about spending money on bras over and over

I did get measured today fora bra after work. It was terrifying, but I did manage to do it. I now have a definitive bra size and I love it and hate it. 38I/40H. I didn’t expect that large of a cup size. Kind of gave my mind rest so I don’t have to worry about them being too small. Also, I will never buy another bra under $70.

I was terrified and nervous, but the shopkeeper did an excellent job taking care of me. I’m shocked I was able to do it. Maybe things are turning around. I hope so.

Hello trans mega friends, I think you’re all very cool and I’m glad that you’re here.

Hello darlings. Every day my life is made better through my connection to you wonderful, dear people. Thank you for helping me become my best self and for teaching me to be a better person. This is the best place on the internet and I love you all 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

looking through my old discord DMs, I can pinpoint the moment my egg cracked drunkenly venting to a friend about my gender with a margin of error of about 15 minutes

I've been doing some thinking about my own morality as of late and why I believe the things I do, and the more I think about it, the more I feel drawn toward veganism

I want to learn how to knit so I can make sweaters for my plushies

I haven't come out to anyone about being agender which is weird because I like being agender. But I absolutely hate having to come out. I've still barely told anyone I'm pan, and I've never done that sober.

And I'd like to say my friends will all be supportive and loving but I'm not sure that's true.

Read I Love Amy, was good but very sad at parts

I see all the suffering in the world and feel like I don't deserve to be safe or happy.

imagine having to stand on a chair to reach the top shelf. couldn't be me

I like when my dream is like:

“c’mon you’re male, you are the brother, beat up your sisters abusive ex”.

…and then I actually do it as if I’m not a 5’3 estrogenized girl-thing who can’t even pick up 50 pounds to save my life.

i thought of "full middle malcomist" and assumed i was being original but someone's already made the joke :(

Secondhand enterprise IT equipment should be considered gender affirming medication covered by insurance

Victims of Transphobia Foundation

Last mega I asked about feeling out potential allies. I finally just asked my sister directly what her opinion was about queer people. To throw her off of any suspicions however I immediately followed it by asking her what she thinks about the war in Palestine, to make it look like I was just trying to find out about her general political views. I stuttered in the first question, but I still think I nailed it.

She said "Good. I have no problem with them", and to the second question she said that she wasn't informed enough to have an opinion about it.

It doesn't say much, but at least I know she isn't a right wing freak (though I did know that already, because if she were she would be constantly talking about it).

I guess the only way to really know is to come out to her and hope for the best.

how do I be nice to myself

I like to name my characters in video games and ttrpgs the name I veeery nearly chose for myself, as like a little joke that literally only I find funny.

Planned Parenthood follow-up went well. We upped my dose from 1 mg 2/day oral tablets to 5mg/week EV IM (keeping on the 50mg 2/day spiro for now). Really excited!

Hyped myself into telling my mom about wanting to experiment looks-wise/gender-wise down the road. She’s hesitant but open to helping me try which is honestly on the better end of what I can hope for w/rt it

broke: quitting drinking for health reasons

woke: quitting drinking because it makes me long for a bf so badly 🥺