Messaged my cousin two days ago- no word yet. Guessing she just doesn't check instagram much.

I love that photo!

Having got rid of my worst habit I'm like what the fuck am I supposed to do with my time now how am I gonna complain about not having enough free time in the day and guiltly procrastinate now

Old men love it when I dress like a ghost wearing long grey pants, long sleeve grey shirt, and a giant black sun hat in the triple digit heat index.

hasn't played guitar really at all this year after having a couple hand injuries

still develop a special interest in weird obscure guitars

Good morning or whatever, have a good week everybody!

I'm feeling exhausted and burned out. I feel like I need to let my emotions out somehow but can't, which is even more exhausting. I'm also getting a bad rash and my hands and arms which I think is stress related. I hate this but I'll get through it. I haven't been as active in the mega threads lately, but I hope everyone is doing ok. Hopefully after this week I'll have some downtime to chat in tracha and get my nerf blaster assembled.

And I'll hold my own hand! So there!

My wife is so spicy she pissed off the local character who sent us an angry message claiming that we hate women (shes a radfem.) I'm like "😩nooooo" but my wife is over here crying from laughter and plans to leave her on read.

Cut my fucking finger nail shaving today.

Also love thought loops that are genuinely just true. Like sometimes a little bit exaggerated but overall pretty darn accurate. Fuck.

Being trans still doesn't feel real even though I have to habitually wear bras to prevent my boobs from being annoying and can no long lie down on my chest.

I think it's just that I haven't made any real progress in the past few months. And even some of the progress I made (growing out my hair) was undone by my parents (forcing me to cut it).

But it's fine. At least taiwan is fun. Here, I can eat food without going into debt (this is not a joke. I'm actually in debt for my living expenses in europe).

Pollinators kick ass

narrowly avoiding catastrophe at work (catching myself before absentmindedly responding to "why are you so quiet today?" in femme voice with "I'm a sleeeepyyy kittyyy...")

I have no choice, I need to buy every isometric city builder game from the late 90s to mid 2000s. It's the only way

I feel lonely even in the midst of people

Being alone has the benefit of having lots of time to do introspection

Doing introspection consists of asking yourself questions, but it doesn't mean that you will like the answers or be able to do anything about them

Looking in the mirror I see ...

Some who looks like my dad in the photo taken of him when he was an office worker in 1990s India.

According to my mom, he was just as much of a noodles addict back then as I am now.

It's almost ... endearing I could say.

I had lots of fun today. Gotta to yell out "O chinchin ga daisuki" in the streets with a bunch of Japanese people (long story). There were Thai, Mexicans, Taiwanese and tons of people. We ate. We played this physical rhythm game thing. Then I went home.

It took me 5 minutes to become depressed again. Fuck this bullshit ass brain chemistry. I don't know and I don't care what mental pathologies I am suffering from. Just go away. Leave me alone.

I don't want to end on a negative note, so I will just say. I love my boobs. If I went back in time my younger self would be so freaked out. But "he" had dreams of being strapped into a machine and gender swapped. So I think "he" would come round.

was thinking about cutting my hair short, go for something super gay, but honestly the way I've been tying my hair back is super cute and easy so I might just keep it long

Am I being stupid or is the site being broken? I tried adding a new set of pronouns along with the classic she/her and it reset me to none/use any