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trans-hammer-sickle Happy Early May Day!

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[-] good_girl@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

Went in for my first electrolysis appointment and the technician told me i should probably get a re-evaluation with my insurance because she took one look at my hair, saw how dark it was, and was surprised I was recommended for electrolysis over laser.

Reached out to my insurance and now I'm hoping they get back to me soon.

I was left a bit shaken up for some reason, maybe the nervousness of going in for electro gave me a bit of an adrenaline rush, idk.

Bit disappointed because this is a small hump but hey at least laser should be faster than electrolysis.

[-] DerEwigeAtheist@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

I got a digital recept for my hormones(yaay!), but I can't open the file.(nayy!)

My phone tells me it couldn't decode the file, so I assume it has some privacy features.

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[-] lilypad@hexbear.net 17 points 2 months ago

Im finally surrounded by other trans people and its really nice to be able to just exist like that :)

[-] morte@hexbear.net 17 points 1 month ago

Been debating whether i actually want bottom surgery or not. I definitely want FFS - but I'm worried about the recovery being really hard and going into a depressive episode.

I think in the long run i wouldnt regret it, but i am really prone to catastrophizing and I can see myself spiraling out of control during recovery, especially when all my family does is tell me how these surgeries make "a mockery of women"

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[-] BioWarfarePosadist@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

Why did nobody tell me about Color Correction Make up until like 5 days ago?

[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

Realising that I do not own any trousers that aren't incredibly tight around the ass. I didn't get a fine ass for nothin so crush

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

kinda dysphoria postingI don't like my body, but somehow can't point to what would fix it? It's very frustrating. Like I know I hate my facial hair, but after I shave that still doesn't fix it, I still just hate my face. I feel like I should know what I want to look like. I know I don't like where I'm at, but have no idea where to go. Maybe eventually I'll see about trying hrt, the that'sdysphoria.fyi site made it seem pretty low risk to try? And most of the effects do sound pretty good. I don't know.
Honestly never thought I'd consider hrt. It's very odd.

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[-] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 1 month ago

i have no real choice for long term housing other than to out myself as a trans woman to craigslist strangers

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.............................. yea

[-] Xx_Aru_xX@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

spoilerI've cut my scalp from how hard I scratch it

[-] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

i keep taking a deep whiff of this bottle of spiro i got. this stuff smells like buttermints. it even smells femme

[-] SnowySkyes@hexbear.net 15 points 2 months ago

It does have a wonderful scent. It was a nice surprise opening the bottle for the first time and being introduced to it with that scent.

To be honest, I actually hated taking it. I was on max dosage (300mg/day) and it made me pee so fucking much. It was also a massive hassle cutting up and divying 21 pills a week into my pill boxes (including halving 7 of them). I’m so glad I don’t have to take it anymore.

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[-] GaveUp@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

serious question, is it customary for cat girls to "meow" as their first message to you? asking here because most trans women I've met message this after we share contacts

[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

If it's not it should be, this is rad niko-wonderous

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[-] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 16 points 2 months ago

every time i try and pick out a femme outfit in my head i end up looking like a librarian in much the same way that evolution keeps reevolving the crab

glad to have my weekend trans-gaming group its nice to have community when there are 0 local trans people other than me (village of 1,000)

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[-] SnowySkyes@hexbear.net 15 points 2 months ago

Happy May Day, comrades! trans-hammer-sickle anarchy-trans trans-specter

[-] Jenniferrr@hexbear.net 15 points 2 months ago

Anyone here's music taste change with transition? Actually just curious because my music taste is always changing and evolving but not sure if I've been gravitating towards more R&B and stuff with transition. At the same time I still love like, very masculine coded hip hop which feels kinda weird but it's good. Idk what I'm saying lol

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[-] AcidLeaves@hexbear.net 15 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

No hate but it's a little annoying trying to build platonic connections with trans women in my city through apps and all my experiences so far come down to them always rejecting my invites because of anxiety or feeling too tired but they never invite me because they normally don't go outside or trans women who want to only party and fuck

I'm down to party with them but I just want more platonic trans fem friends no sex 😭

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[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 14 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

I am actually so blackpilled on ^binary^ gender it's not even remotely funny, I'm a fucking gender abolitionist like John Brown was an abolitionist, I have completely lost my mind on this subject, it's absurd. My brain no longer formulates coherently around the concept, it's just noise up there. I don't actually understand anything. Silly shit nayuta-peace

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[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 14 points 1 month ago

Here is a rare little posting for you all - at year 8 or 9 of my medical transition in which I shoot myself up with tons of estrogen to become hot, I grew more body hair.

Not a lot, still probably less than the average cisgender woman, but there was noticeably slightly more and slightly darker hair on my forearms, and just above the knee. It's still hard to see without like looking really hard, but it kinda spooked me at the time. However my levels have been fairly consistent, so I assume this is part of second puberty since I never came close to finishing the first one. Very curious.

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[-] khizuo@hexbear.net 14 points 2 months ago

Having a rather shitty day today, woke up with a headache and dizziness that has still not fully gone away.

[-] Xx_Aru_xX@hexbear.net 14 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

If the U.S. gave a shit about queer rights, the Muftis of Saudi Arabia would've permitted transbien marriage in shari'a law

[-] Des@hexbear.net 14 points 2 months ago

god its so cool to have a RL transfemme leftist to talk to on the daily, even if it is at a shitty job

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[-] EstraDoll@hexbear.net 14 points 2 months ago

8 hours HRT and I'm already feeling anxiety and some inexplicable chest pains under my ribs. Probably nothing or just psychosomatic anxiety or maybe the girl juice is just working extra fast :))))

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[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

I guess the vast majority of people see "lesbian" and assume "woman" right?

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[-] Wake@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

Daaaammmmmnnnn 200 comments and it's only Wednesday. stonks-up

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[-] Xx_Aru_xX@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

I think I'm balding, fucking hell

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

Holy fuck I am so incredibly jealous of women :cri: why can't I look like that. I just want to be her, ya know? And then I see a lesbian couple and oh my god :kitti-cry: why isn't that me? I keep like actually tearing up.

Why am I in such a gross man body. It feels so weird to even type these feelings out from my body. Like I'm a fraud.

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[-] SnowySkyes@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

I tried to do too much today. It’s 4 weeks post-op, but I felt spicy today and wanted to go to my FLGS and a bookstore. So we all jammed into the car and went. Instant regret. So much pain and I’m exhausted out of my gourd. I did, however, manage to secure a copy of Tal’dorei Reborn from my FLGS, so I’m a happy girl. Gonna translate it to PF 2e and run a campaign in Exandria with my group in a month or so.

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[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago

Reading Unjust Depths to feed my desire for transbians kissing but getting a face full of theory instead.

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[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 13 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

Back on my bullshit, except I broke the character limit again madeline-sadeline oh well, the reply to this will have its second half!

This Interlude doesn't have much transbian antics, so if you're just reading for that feel free to skip this one.

Unjust Depths Interlude II posting, pt1II.1 Revelations:

Ahwalia was a carnist reactionary, and Kansal was/is an IMMORTAL!! Between that and hearing about how Jayasankar slaughtered Solistice's Imperial governor makes me reflect: Unjust Depths is "MORE 👏 FEMALE 👏 WAR 👏 CRIMINALS 👏" but unironically. Sheesh =)

In other news this Interlude features a lot of internal politicking which is deeply fascinating to my still-green liberal brain.

I wonder if it is sorta bad that I agree with Jayasankar kinda? I mean, I guess the text wants us to agree with her... I don't think there's nothing in compromising between parties with similar visions sometimes, but clearly Kansal was a bit too lenient with that silly utopian socialism guy. If you can trust that the dictatorship is of the proletariat and benefits them(us), then what's even the need for a "marketplace of ideas"? It could be considered pompous to basically take a stance of "we have arrived at the best system for everyone", and I think some people will always chafe at being dictated, but... Jayansakar is right, right?? I guess her seemingly independent movement above any dictatorship of the proles is what bugs me slightly? And yet, her plays benefit the people.

I cannot fault the results; the based Jayansakar tells off the Bosporan anarchists about their Khaybar campaign, no the commies will NOT participate in settler colonialism! Again, when all of the anarchists in your setting are cringe buttmad racist no-bedtime anarkiddies.

Also I sense that there is a lot of gay flirting in the Union's diplomatic affairs, going by both Ulyana and Bhavani Jayansakar's demeanours. Lol. "Aggressive" and "receptive" is definitely a choice set of terms, madame Veka... do you I guess. It must be my rotted brain that makes this type of shit feel weird, I'm certain of it. However the premier calling her a "raunchy bird" had me rollin'.

II.2:

Seeing an "outsider" perspective on the Union, where the POV lady has sort of cultural differences with it, is incredibly fascinating, very cool. That Maya thinks Union people don't appreciate the luxury of meal options enough, like huh, yeah. I think it's also the first time we see any sort of minority-demographic perspective in UD? given that trans people don't seem to be a minority in the Union, nor do POC. Getting an "outsider" perspective on the Union is super cool. I find Maya charming, "No, ma'am, thank you for your service" is great. Her meetcute with Maya is fun!

I did end up wondering, though: is it kinda bad and smelly that Parvati and Jayansakar are basically using Maya for propaganda ends? It's in service of a good cause because y'know, Ahwalian thought is cringe, clearly this was all the right move, but... Idk? It feels weird that she's only getting her due because it suits the current rulership's political ends, I guess that's just the way things be...

"Fair currents" is an awesome greeting, very cute! And frankly 07 Deshnov deserves this physical abuse from Hanko, uncritical support, yes I am still fuming about that one flashback chapter. Between that little bullshit stunt and addressing Hanko as "Katarran", my sympathy has run out and Deshnov is now in Racist Transphobic Grampa Jail, by my estimate. It's whatever that he hates the Ashura, but this whole arrest thing might not have gone down so badly if he weren't such a clown. Enjoy deep sea labour re-education, gramps, that you are a stank-ass misogynist does not shock me.

His buddy Yerdlov is such a silly hypocrite too, like he goes on and on about Democracy and Process being their own ideology, and then his inquiry into the arrest of Deshnov requires formal debate because it's totally without precedent and outside of process. "Obstructionism"? You fucking CLOWN, guy who says he is a process fetishist then gets mad when Jayansakarists do a process about his inquiry.

Getting inside looks at the gears and levers of the Union is awesome though, look at all the Thoughts in my funny brain! I missed Semi-Automated Luxury Transbian Underwater Communism, truly.

II.3: Oh this one has a CW for queerphobia & transphobia, a bit :> as well as a mention of suicide, but of a fascist.

Whenever I'm in the weeds of these Interludes I tend to think they're a pacing bump, sometimes they slow my reading to a crawl. This one is shorter than the first though, and a nice check-in with things outside the Brigand, but Idk. Idk! At least this one tells a single continuous narrative through different characters, perspectives and locations. It is within its bounds well paced, much better organised than the unmitigated hot mess of Interlude I.

That was the beauty that Communism held for Maya, when she was going through her readings years ago. The Union was something all of them could join hands to fight for- something that was worth fighting for.

It gave her unnatural birth a shred of meaning.

GOD I WISH THAT WERE ME ussr-cry Depths is pretty good agitprop I think.

The Volksdorks talking about occupying Serrano station makes me curious to see the Union forces in a liberatory position, Murati will be very pleased. Watching the fash walk like idiots into a snare while ignoring multiple command fuckups and poor odds is instructive, holy shit these clowns suck at fighting. Zero discipline, real dipshit move getting pulled out that far; if they'd held formation and commanded their fucking ships, they wouldn't have been ventilated in new and inventive ways from the upper scattering layer. Common fash L!!! Maya is like "All missiles, saturation fire on the Volkische right wing!" and I'm like Sheesh, save some for the social democrats in the fleet :^)

Here's the bit the cw is for:

The Volkische had characterised the Union as a state of ethnic inferiors with a pretend navy composed of lesbians and effeminate men in women's uniforms. Their government that could barely feed them kept them docile wirh handouts and propaganda. The masculine and martial Volkisch state, which was already on its way to defeating the Royal Alliance, should have been able to easily cast aside the communists.

shrug-outta-hecks Classic move, common all-politics-is-sexual-projection-L, how can fash constantly cope with getting their white asses handed to them by 'inferiors' of various types literally everywhere all the time?

It was not a fear of facing Lehner nor history itself that led Bloch to his decision, however.

It was more sudden than that. It was rawer, more emotional.

Chiefly, he was tormented by the idea of surrendering to a band of untermensch homosexuals and being subjected to whatever d*generate torments and humiliations they had in store for him as a prisoner of war. A devoted and loyal fascist, Bloch obsessee with this lurid fantasy by himself for over thirty minutes, supported by everything that made sense to him and the brutal shock of his vast, and total defeat. He would not let the communist lowlives make a fool of him and debase him - he would die with honour.

Fuckin losers, die salty & mad at the bottom of the sea. bridget-pride-stay-mad

*to be continued*

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