i thought of "full middle malcomist" and assumed i was being original but someone's already made the joke :(

First?

EDIT: Yes.

Yesterday night, I took too many drugs (doctor prescribed) and ended up telling a friend I'm planning on transitioning. Ended up deleting the messages before he saw them, but damn that felt good.

I like when my dream is like:

“c’mon you’re male, you are the brother, beat up your sisters abusive ex”.

…and then I actually do it as if I’m not a 5’3 estrogenized girl-thing who can’t even pick up 50 pounds to save my life.

reading r/transnord, getting reminded how garbage our healthcare is for trans people.

gonna try to be less of a lurker on here. howdy to all

shout out to progesterone, just upped to 200mg from 100mg and my tits are feeling a type of way

Also, starting to do voice training exercises. It's neat to feel and manipulate the larynx, although I can see how it's going to take a lot of practice and effort to sound natural/consistent. Got laser hair removal scheduled as well. Just going to be $75/session for the the face/neck, which isn't bad at all.

Regardless of the broader context, I am happy to be making consistent transition progress.

Saw a posting for a job I actually want instead of just needing to survive, but I don't think I'm qualified Might just apply anyway. If they laugh and throw out my resume it's not like I'll know any way.

bad thoughts must be destroyed

must be productive, must finish work, then play games

The actual puppygirl struggles they don't tell you about

thigh highs vs thigh hickeys
🤔

I had such a long and exhausting day but I got a permanent cast for my hand instead of a splint held on with an ace bandage wrap and the lady that put it on for me was the nicest person and really good about explaining everything and was so sweet, I'm gonna have to bake her some brownies or something and get her a nice card

sad

I think that's the first time someone's (sort of) held my hand in like 5 years lmao

After all this stressful shit, when I got home all I could think about is how nice it'd be to have a partner to come home to and just cuddle me

I'm so fucking lonely lol, it physically hurts sometimes

So busy lately wow

Is life just an endless cycle of u-hauling into a different relationship every 2 years? Surely it will be different this time...

reminder to myself to do my injection today

Hai everyone!

first bit of gardening done this year ^_^

it's friday (rice), friday (rice), gotta get down on friday (rice)

Want to post through the pain (not actual pain or mental pain don't worry I'm just using words wrong) but I'm realizing I jus kinda need to see a psychiatrist or some shit. Also get friends but that's even harder somehow

Fuck I had a terrible thought I am being a bad communist

Alright anyways, I think I'm a bottom-switch, but I am near constantly a sub and a flustered mess when someone is mildly nice to me

Hexbear trans posters

What standard superpower would you want? You're all trans or questioning, you all get shape shifting by default so we'll put that aside so we can give the other super powers a chance

In the process of getting a therapist. Hoping to hear back this week!

From the mind of an exhausted night shift:

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