Sleepy-time tea done, time to lie down

I don't know how I want to look.

I don't know who I want to date.

I don't know how to decide when it changes every day. Every hour.

Two big fucking pendulums, gender and sexuality, both going at their own pace, almost never moving at the same time as one another.

I have never been able to deal with anything. I've always been weak and pathetic. I don't think there's anything that could have gone better for me, to make me not turn out like this.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore. Why can't I be free. Why is dying just... Nothing. There is no bliss, no great life, it's just over. It's just suffering my whole existence and then it's over. Why don't I get to not suffer. :::

There's such sweet adorable guys in this world

hello

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

screampost

Been feeling down a few days because of some kinda bad decisions I've made, but heard a song I really love today and it grounded me back to earth a bit. I'm not the same person I was pre-transitioning, I can handle a setback or two without shutting down completely

🎀 Dresspost #8 is up 🎀

I had no idea people were DMing me on discord. I had no idea I had DMs from people other than my friends on discord. So many people have tried to hit on me only to whiff because I'm like Mr Magoo and literally didn't notice it lmao

Keep at it strangers online, I will continue to ignore you because it's way funnier if I never notice

I have a coupon for trans girl fiction recommendations that I'd like to redeem

Hawk Tuah

My sleep has been so broken lately, a few hours in a row at most. This sucks

I've been a dog person my whole life. I was such a dog person that I'd let the outside dogs jump in through my bedroom window to sleep with me (my room was in the basement). I never actually got my own dog though, I never had the room or proper space. I've had a couple cats and an ex who is more or less a cat lol, I did like the cats but I miss doggies more

the feminine urge to get thee to a nunnery

I think I want to have a fem voice when I'm talking but keep my baritone singing voice

Sup?

New Mega 😁

Dysphoria-pilled bedrottingcore... or something like that