uuuh new deafheaven

Used the women's restroom for the first time. It was at a UU church hosting a trans lives festival, so definitely a safe place to do so.

Now that estrogen has made me pretty happy, I picked up another hobby I had before my constant depressions and spent 4 hours writing today. I expected to feel mentally tired and was ready to turn off my brain and scroll through slop afterwards, but somehow it had the opposite effect and I feel amazingly energized

Today I realized I'm a liberal individual so I'm rectifying this immediately

Oh also a friend asked about HRT

My winter girl rot era is over, my summer happy girl era is beginning.

characters all having white gloves harknes back to minstral shows and therefore liking any character besides Big the Cat or Omega is problematic

Social needs are garbage. Why can't I just like hanging out and talking with people but not need to. It just hurts when I'm not getting "enough" (whatever my brain decides that means). Maybe soon my brain will break again and be okay being alone for a while. There's definitely been times where I feel like I've been fine without anyone really but that has not been the case lately :/

Also all this would be easier if I was just better at it probably why I feel this way tbh. I'm too quiet and too boring. Or maybe, even worse, I don't even know the actual issue.

I cant stop thinking about someone i know burning a book they have definitely not read, while talking about how 'problematic' the book is, how disfusting the artwork is, etc

gah! Anti-intellectualism and the 'left', name a more ivonic duo

A question I would like to hear many peoples answer to

Sometimes, it feels like the only difference between your average liberal feminist and your average TERF is how mask-off they are. It really is just civility vs. rudeness.

Liberal feminists will hold the same essentialist, harmful reactionary beliefs as TERFs but just won't flat-out say it and might even feign LGBTQ+ acceptance too.