shoutout to trans people, i love trans people and i love being trans

Spent the first half of the month struggling with gatekeeping and doctor turnover in the middle of the holiday, but I got my hormones set for 3 months

why are implants not more of a thing? you get some pellets embedded subcutaneously every 3-6 months, get really steady hormone levels for the entire duration, and don't have to think about it otherwise. I know they're more of a thing for trans guys but estrogen pellets are a thing for cis women going through menopause so it's not like they don't exist. but insurance won't cover them and it's hard to find doctors who will do them for trans women. death to cissexism.

According to transphobes maths I should have boobs by now

Trans man won a regional swimming competition

as someone who is megatrans, thank you for this space.

she's a 10 but she watches shonen

We love our trans comrades. You all exist and we see you. you are valid and anyone that says otherwise gets the wall after the revolution. 🖤❤️

feeling especially transgender this morning

Just here to say I fucking hate voice work just give me a pill that will make me sound like Natasha Lyonne how hard can it be

not trans-specific (except insofar as i am trying to find a friendly place to flee to so i can escape florida) so feel free to remove my complaining but i have driven like 1,600 miles in the past two days and now i will be doing the same exact drive again just one 12 hour period later.

i am god's sleepiest trans girl

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I love you

So do all the grey market estrogen sellers just do crypto now? I never learned how that works and I don't want to now. Last time I bought my anime meme estrogen the seller could still accept paypal.

i love my trans comrades

I know HRT affects everyone differently and I have to be patient but JUST TAKE ME ALREADY AHHHHHHHHH WHERES THE CHANGES

Also I've been so bad about voice training. I want to blame the fact that I'm hardly alone, but I should try and get over my fear/shyness and practice with my girlfriend. It's so hard tho I've always been so shy about things like this that I think are embarrassing. I'm even seeing a voice therapist... she's gonna be so disappointed when I tell her I haven't been actively practicing outside of my drive home.

...can you voice train while singing? Is that a thing?

I had a moment of reflection yesterday that made me feel particularly good. I've been on HRT for roughly 17 months now. With all the changes that I've made to myself, I cannot recognize any semblance of my "old self" anymore in my current state. Even my wife says that there is almost nothing left of that persona. My looks have completely changed. My body has completely changed. My attitude is completely different (happier mostly, but also more femme). I've fully embraced my feminine self and thrown away all the masculinity entirely. It's like that person never existed. And I fucking like it that way. My life was never even a tenth as good as it is now, and all that really changed is that I am now moving towards the real me. Gods, I'm so glad I figured myself out.

Also, yesterday I asked my wife why she never calls me cute. She then said the following without hesitation, "I don't see you as the cute type, but more as the sexy type."

I've been settled with my weird futch identity for a while now but it might be fun to try voice training. I wasn't interested before, but moving to a new city seems to have put me into a mood to get more femme

Aww geez I dropped my gender fluid all over the post

Not trans but hope all of you have a great and beautiful 2024!

Hhhhhh you gotta help me, I'm feeling so gay n trans right now. My wife is asleep n I wanna kiss her...

ok so a few years ago i discovered my visual snow isn't just "vision being weird" and its a specific and currently poorly understood thing. Hadn't thought about it for a while, but just this morning while unable to sleep due to stress from being out of hormones (for a few days now), I first realized I heard a faint tinnitus-hiss, then realized I was seeing the usual visual snow, then realized that I think those have both been missing since I started HRT months prior (only noticing its reappearance). definitely an interesting lead for neuroscientists if HRT gets rid of visual snow + mild tinnitus, and I'll post an update when my hormones finally get here.

put myself in a situation where it might've gotten physical and it was the first time in my life I was deathly afraid of losing a fight

I miss the over-confidence and arrogance from testosterone

reading downthread about gray market estrogen makes me happy i have some experience in that already.

i'm a bit out of the loop on what's current but can probably answer basic questions about crypto transfers etc. usually i have to do a full day deep dive to catch up on all the current quirks in the gray/black market world

i'm probably going to start DIY soon even if it's a bit scary but my state is teetering on the edge of being trans neutral or going full "your name is now on a list for future fascist death squads"

🌰🥜🔩🌰

new unjust depths chapter! posting in the trans mega and in the main mega, because if you're either trans or a communist you have no excuse not to be reading it

in this chapter someone who knows how politics works is forced to chat with a liberal and realizes just how batshit she is, while another woman has a high school reunion with a fascist. meanwhile, with the a team on a mission the b-team all learn a bit about biology and muse on imperialist extraction. shenanigans ensue. a princess continues to be proletarianized and learns about how her ex is doing. and solidarity between tendencies reaches its limits quicker than anyone could guess

Wanting my schizo meds back, not because of the impending psychosis, but because they gave me nice tits and hormones illegal.

Still haven't got off the high of someone posting about me behind my back on another website ages ago saying "she's a 10 but she thinks China's a democracy"